love

2009-07-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

omg..is super long i last posted.....is like have been a month since my dear is back from thailand? lol...

hmm...where should i start...maybe from this month? this month 4 july was my mother bdae...brought her to NDP 2009 preview to celebrate on the actual dae...thx to my dear for giving the ticket...it was pretty nice....wow....2 yrs ago went to watch too..is like so different...every year is improving...n my mother enjoy herself...yeah...

after which 5 july was cheryl bdae...didnt manage to go her party due to work..sob....hope she have fun too...

hmm...time passes realli very fast.....n now i am busying with my FYP..haix...its been giving me headache and i have been shag out so easily....recently... went to sharon house on last sundae...her baby boy is so cute!! her baby boy is one month le....so ke ai lo...n her big gal is so naughty and heavy...cause me to hand tired after carrying her too...lol...will be posting pics...as well as my new hairstyle too...

as for todae...suddenly have the urge to post...hehe....n later..will be meeting all my galfriends....is so hard for 4 of us to be together....lol....cos our friend is getting married n i will be the bridesmaid..wee oh wee...guess is gonna be fun! lol...think i shall post tonite or whenever i am free... do keep viewing! =)

2009-06-03T12:45:00.000+08:00

woo... super sian at work so came try posting using phone.. lol... n finally my dear is coming back tonite.. so excited to c him too.. finally we make it thru le.. so happy.. n hoping u will be the one‭ too...

i miss my lappy... been send to repair.. haix... at work no laptop really can die arh.. hehe.. shall post again‭ soon.. happy holidays...

2009-05-24T13:10:00.003+08:00

hmm...sian sian sian....now currently at workplace blogging...sian till i can post here...lol....haix...its been a week le...have been busying wit sch n work stuff....so tiring..... i am starting to worry for my fyp things le....seems like we still gt so much thing to do...yet to finish....will we be on time? haix...

this sat will be the biao yang da hui...award recognition....woo...its gonna be so excited.....a happiness for me...hoping tt more ppl would turn up to support mi too....hehe.....n after which...u will be back to singapore...hoping for the good news of mine.....*cross-finger*... wanna noe can ask mi...lol...

ytd have been working n guess wad i can be a supervisor le...lol...ordering ppl to do work seems fun? but bad lahx..lol....haix...its damn sian...hoping for the time to pass faster...i wanna slp!

2009-05-19T23:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO FIONA, ANGELA!

UPCOMING BIRTHDAE: MELISSA! =)

MAY YOU BABES DREAMS COME TRUE N STAY PRETTY ALWAYS!

2009-05-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

back to my posting le....haix...its been the third dae le.....still gt 2 more weeks n my dear would be back...now then i realise that telling other ppl tt time passes very fast is easier compare to the person is waiting itself is rather slow...lol....but nvm...at least he called mi everydae n i am contented...

haix...recently the stupid fyp is realli causing us to go mad arh....n things happen so sudden....a classmate of mine...passed away the dae before..haix....he was a quiet guy n is nice....yet...no one knew this kinda things would happen to him...y so foolish my dear friend...haix...no one know the reason.....haix.....just realli sad n xing suan when attended his wake ytd wit my friends....

*may u rest in peace, my friend*

haix...i realli wish my dear is by my side now....whenever i am sad i have shoulder to lean on...even when i hear ur voice....it makes mi wanna cry....maybe i am starting to fall deep again...should i? i dunno as well...just let it be bahx..haix...

i am looking quite shag out..due to the headache tt is giving mi alot of problem....maybe its time for mi to go checkup le.....wishing my dreams to come true...

the dae u leave to thailand(16 may):

2009-05-11T23:04:00.009+08:00

YEAH!! finally i have turn 20th le...lol...sian no longer can write starting wit 1 liao...lol...

FRI

hmm...realli glad to have my dear to spend my bdae wit mi....on fri he came up wit a lie tt saes his camp last min gt thing then his mother nag at him n stuff...in order to do something for mi.....hehe....then after which met him in town to get gifts for tiancheng da ge and emily da jie...n guess wad....i even manage to invite the boss from one of the far east shop to give tiancheng da ge a surprise...hehe....after which...met up wit emily da jie, tiancheng da ge, chinliang da ge, jake as well as len da ge and caren da jie too....was surprise they even countdown and celebrated wit mi together with the strawberry cake brought by emily da jie....so nice...i LOVE strawberry..hehe....n around 1 plus headed home by taking nite rider wit my dear....n guess wad..due to both of us shag out..we overshot but heng the last station is still sembawang near my house just tt need walk abit nia...lol....then 1st surprises came....when i was removing make up...dear brought a cake to my room and sang birthdae song to mi..omg...so touched and sweet....then he told mi it was a lie of the camp thingy...n he called up my house n collaborate wit my mother to open door n stuff...wth..mother also lie to mi..=X but this is still nt the end of surprises...

SAT

on sat.. in the morning cos vesak dae dear need go pray...then he headed home first and then prepare my stuff too....so around noon time i head down to city hall to wait for him....hehe...then guess wad...when we met up...he pass mi flowers....3 red roses...so nice!! n so we went to marina square first to have our lunch and then followed by catching the movie "wolverine"...was nice but somehow abit tired so fell asleep in the middle of the show but i didnt miss the last part... =) after tt rushed down to tcc for a small meeting wit len da ge n emily da jie.. after tt we went for our dinner....in the beginning he didnt told mi where we are going....n the place we are going is SINGAPORE FLYER...omg..i almost realli realli wanted to cry out...cos its been my dream to go there...so we went there to eat the western restuarant and then bought ticket to take the FLYER!! hehe...was super happie happie happie!

n i didnt noe their service was superb....they knew just we 2..they stop the family which is behind us to actually let us have the whole cabin...omg....shiok arh! hehe...then when we are at the top of the flyer..dear brought out the third surprises which is necklace...so sweet n nice..hehe..i'm loving it! =) thought the flyer is onli 30mins but it seems long n we took so many pics....hehe...simply happie...after which...headed to shenton way to celebrate my bdae as well as emily da jie and tiancheng da ge....n i manage to gave tiancheng da ge surprise wit the lady boss appear...woohoo...good! hehe....n we realli have fun celebrating too...thx to friends that have attend my bdae and gifts too...hehe...so we sang till 3 plus then headed back home...

n as for sun is mother dae...in the evening went to S21 nearby our house to eat dinner...we order 5 dishes and manage to eat till so full...thx kor for treating us...hehe...realli enjoy this yr celebration...wonder next yr how would it be like....but after my bdae....seems sian le....dear is leaving on this sat to thailand for cresendo for 2 and a half weeks.....nvm..i shall keep myself occupied...n i am independent too...so i shall wait...a test for u n mi....so lets jiayou!

okie..enough of my story...shall start posting my pictures....enjoy friends! =)

FRI

SAT

1st destination- marina square

2nd destination - singapore flyer

3rd destination - shenton KTV

2009-05-07T00:21:00.003+08:00

woo..this month is the may babies month..hehe....which include mi n many more....especially this week i guess? lol....so many ppl birthdae lo..gt pris,hawa,mi,yk,jamie,daryl,emily da jie and tiancheng dage...so many...haha..sure broke? lol....

haix...recently was busying the stupid fyp lahx....nv ending de...sian...keep meeting wit the advisor and doing the coding and stuff...is making us going crazy lo...faster end cos i am skipping alot of good opportunity to earn money too......plus my stupid tp is coming n have been ask to go circuit always.....broke? hopes nt....

this sat shall be my bdae le...nt sure wad my boi will be celebrating for mi and how also....will be surprises? lol..hope so bahx...then at nite will be combining celebrating for tiancheng dage and emily dajie too cos theirs is on 11may which is on mondae....so bring forward...thx to friends who is coming for my celebration too...hehe....n my boss have gave mi a wall decal for my bdae...though i make spoil the bottom but still manage to paste the top part...=)

in case some ppl might nt noe wad i wishes for....i come up wit a list....maybe can get some ideas? lol...

camera
dress(but must be able to fit lahx)
bag
mp4
artistry products(can be either pure white essence, nite lotion, or masque too...even best would be IRS..hehe cos i wanna the pouch too!)
artistry new foundation!
nutrilite(LE,fibre,etc)
money$$(red packet would be good too)

looking forward to sat.. =)

2009-04-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

haix....i guess this week isnt my luck...suay shen has been following mi? todae so many things happen at one go lo....my phone spoilt..then send in to repair.. the stupid person attitude like gt problem like tt...haix....but heng my mother bought mi a spare phone...but it is so COCK!

then soon heard a news from bro...my ah ma fell down...my god....second time le..n she is 85 this yr...haix....so i was rather mood down all along even till i reach amway office...haix....gt no idea...n in the morning a bad dream happen to me....haix.....its been a long time le...dun wish to state wad it was.....n i guess there is meaning behind this dream tt cause so many things to happen...haix...wth am i doing....

now wad i am hoping tt tml my ah ma can be discharged and everything is back to normal.....i miss my phone, i miss my ah ma....n i miss U!

2009-04-15T23:13:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK!! lol...think my last post was super long till everyone is complaining..lol..have been busying? but busying wad i also gt no idea lo...

lol....though this month was "jobless" but i enjoyed too....have been going out all sorts of people and also been ask to work bazzar at clarke quay on 10 & 11 april...lol...though it was hot and tiring..but was fun...this time round we didnt sell the things tt was suppose to be doing which is engraving...instead we sold something like the wall deco...to deco our walls...it was pretty cool...n we will be having the push cart on united square starting from 20 april for 2 weeks trial too...do drop by and check it out! =)

haix..sian...this week shall be the last week of holidae...next week will be back to sch..I DUN WAN!! argh....stupid fyp thingy is going to start n learning driving is causing me to be broke...haix....need add oil liao..sian....

n recently many bad things have happen..haix...phone spoil also..haix..again hardware spoil..need send in for repair...argh...angry lo..wanna change phone after i gt money....haix...

but looking on the bright side my bdae is coming in less than a mth....hehe...wishing for somethings too... =)

recent hangs out wit:

2009-03-23T20:11:00.005+08:00

i realise one thing..its been long since i last post on my own blog...hmm...n i have no idea where i am going to start on....2 weeks ago i went to batam wit my dear huiling....think we are realli siao on type de...cos we same horoscope? lol....we went to batam de mega mall...n we ate our long lost A&W...lol...it was still the same..wonderful...after tt we went to do pedicure as usual...n after tt we started our shopping trip...i went round to search for my favourite wallet as well as for ah seng...n we went to tried some clothings too...excited excited....in the evening we went to eat western food...after tt we went to their supermarket to shop..we push a trolley round and pick the items tt we wanted to buy...one of it would be... "maggie mee!"...lol...it was my kor's favourite so i bought alot back for him..lol....after tt we went back to take our ferry and seng pick mi up at harbourfront..it was a nice trip to go wit friend...

soon...i begins to start working n working to earn money for my driving and stuff....hmm...thinking tt my expenses is getting bigger n bigger...i should start thinking of earning even more money too....

recently...met up wit my long lost friend whom i last saw was a yr or more? hehe...we went to kbox in the nite...n it was a wonderful nice....though is just the 2 of us...but i guess we did have fun singing songs and jokes begins to occur..after our singing...it was raining heavily tt cause me once again nt able to take a ride home from him...haix...but nvm..guess there will be next time...

sometimes i think...does this happen again? i wonder is it just a huan jue or izzit real? can someone tell mi? i was thinking of wad u said but at times it makes mi hard to believe u or in another words should i believe wad u say? i dun wish to think but this just make mi hard to....maybe i shall wait n c...if nt.......

my batam trip...

mi wit my "dear"

the float i love most!

my lovely "dear"..aint he cute?

mi n huiling
the money tt make us blur

our way back to sing...

babes..

i think this eggs can last mi years!

2009-02-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

ARGH!! my stupid migraine is back!!! haix..sian...recently have been busying wit work n the upcoming essentials products tt is going to launch.....hehe....woo hoo..on mondae went to the essential workshop wit sihui, shi huan n yifan as well as HANA....it was pretty fun n surprisingly..shi huan was being choosen as one of the model.....wow..she was the FIRST to use the essential product n it has nice smell as well as it is effective.....lol..dun believe can ask the model...lol....

haix..recently the sales has nt been good...though i did not get commission but it was my dae n duty to do sales too....n yet some things happen ytd...stupid *****(race)....idiot one lo....make mi spoil my image..lol....but nvm.....this has cause me to dislike even more bahx...haix....

n todae...i have big migraine lo...haix....just came back from work n thx to sharon for buying a big bottle of 100plus for me.....100plus is realli effective....so next time gt migraine must drink!! hehe...think i going to slp soon....cos tml i am going to JB wit sharon!! yeah!

the first person in singapore to use ESSENTIAL product before launch is SHI HUAN!!

sihui,shi huan & mi

2009-02-19T22:55:00.004+08:00

hmm...recently have been hanging out wit my dear dear gan nu er lo...its been yrs since i last meet up wit her? guess so bahx...hmm...gt so much things wanna share wit her but i dunno where to start from....

the feelings of last time we use to hang out is realli fun...hmmm...mon we met up for dinner..headed to pastamania to have our dinner...n we ate quite alot lo...think i will be broke n grow fat if this continues? =X

then tues went for my fourth driving lessons n buang lo....i make so many mistake...confirm deduct alot points..haix.....

wed meet up wit my gan nu er again....this time round we went to sembawang shopping centre....just renovated n so many things tt is suitable for mi..shit lo..gonna spend money whenever i go there cos gt daiso n cotton on...hehe....so we went to eat aijisen then we head to daiso to have our "xue ping".. lol...it was pretty fun bahx...love hanging out wit her!! miss ya my dear... hope to cya soon too... =)

n now its the pics time.....enjoy!

MONDAE~

WEDNESDAY~

2009-02-13T11:03:00.003+08:00

haix...recently have been busying wit my working stuff...n yet...now so many things happen again....haix....y arh..am i in a bad luck? haix...

tml will be valentine dae le....seeing so many loving couples realli do envy mi sometimes...especially ytd when i was working....my boss gave her wife roses which was delivered to our workplace pushcart...my god...super sweet n nice lahx....haix.....i dun even think of getting this yr?

sometimes i do wonder...if it realli gives mi miricale... will it come true? i wish "u" r the one tt appear during my valentine time or even asked mi out but i noe it would be impossible...n tt causess me to give up le....i dun wanna waste time anymore bahx.....cos it will nt happen again le......

haix....recently was listening to a song...which was highly recommended by my kor.... 爱的可能... it was nice n meaningful.. i guess this songs suits mi now....

oh....my valentine......... =(

one of the pic my mei mei edited...

2009-02-10T13:14:00.002+08:00

oh oh oh...finally the new year its over le...super fast...n yet....now ts coming to be valentine dae le..who is my valentine...of cos i noe who it will be celebrating wit...lol.....

ytd n todae didnt work.....cos ytd was my last lesson of my mei rong ban..yeah.....graduation le...lol...have so much fun ytd n even took pics after make up for ourselves...good arh! lol.. then as for todae...it will be my third lesson of driving le...lol...cos todae will be taking my test date...i hope it will be on may.....cos its near my bdae......then maybe i can use my luck to pass!

days seems to pass faster n faster....guess i am getting older too.....hoping this yr will be smoothly for mi bahx....past will always be the past le....lets move on bahx.... =)

2009-02-04T01:10:00.002+08:00

woohoo....todae was a great dae for mi..lol....didnt work as well...so brought daryl n gerry down to my agent for interview of jobs...lol..after tt we headed to the golden shoe centre to have our lunch? lol....

after tt due to my first driving lesson i need to leave so we took train back together...hmm....my lesson start at 5pm....hehe...it was super fun....the instructor taught mi wad is clutch n stuff and taught mi how to handle...lol...after tt we went to a road whereby it is lesser car...n keep turning n turning...it was pretty fun but nervous... then after tt when the lesson going to end...thought he driving mi back to the mrt but he didnt...he brought mi to the main road n guide mi....gosh..i almost "lang ka" lo...lol.....but at least now i have the experience on the REAL road....lol...

after my driving headed down to HANA for lessons as usual...i think it was pretty interesting n i am thinking back the past i use to enter to this environment....time realli passes so fast....its gonna be a year wit them....hehe....

cant wait for this coming fri driving lesson again.....lesson 2................ =)

2009-02-03T00:52:00.005+08:00

sat...

last sat we have a gathering with HANA at selegie de steamboat together wit lao yu sheng....after tt we went to sing ktv...hmm..it was pretty fun..i guess this is one of the dae tt i felt happie for new year for this year....super fun...hehe... though sun need to work still...

haix...recently the sales is super bad....haix......n yet my pay.....wasnt good as well..tt i need to work also....but then...finally i am going for driving lessons tml..hehe....todae went to make pdl..waited for 2 hours plus lahx..super many ppl..but guess wad..i saw pinwen n ivy...lol...then we waited together cos ivy number just in front of mi by 3..lol.....super tired...

then dunno y..suddenly wan to listen to 93.3 de ying yue ri ji...it was nice n touching.....the stories of love....

pics...

mi n my mei mei

mi n michelle
our table members @ steamboat

@ ktv group pic 1

@ ktv group pic 2
kenneth, baobei n mi

liang n li quan

mi n seng

mi n my ah gong

seng n mi

li quan, liang, seng

mi n ah gong

my baobei n mi

@ michelle's bdae

2009-01-27T23:12:00.006+08:00

todae is the second dae of new year le...time realli passes super fast....but then i think this year would be the worst year i have for cny bahx..haix...

ytd around 3 plus then headed down to bedok to my ah ma house to bai nian..then after tt headed to semb my relative house to have dinner n bai nian n after tt watching my cousins playing mahjong not long enough headed to friend house to gamble too....beginning was losing then slowly picking up keep wining but last match lost it...so ended up no win no lose....sian....

then thinking tt it was a routine every cny second dae we will go for dim sum but this yr didnt..haix..times is realli bad....quite sad also....then wanted to go out but all was busying bai nian so also sian le....then went to town wit my mother to watch "the wedding day"....hmm..during watching alot of things came to my mind...i also dunno y maybe in the morning somethings happen during a chat wit someone bahx.....

yet i thought it would be a better after going out but didnt turn out to be tt nice as well...mood was rather down n yet somethings just happen nt in the rite time...wth....i gt nthing to sae...y is this happening...haix...hoping tml will be a better dae...n guess wad..tml i am back to work again...HAIX...when will this stop?

pics...

[during last yr de genting trip..pics from my relative phone..]

bored at work...
christmas nt over? lol..
mi n my dear dear cousin!
cny

2009-01-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE NIU YEAR!!

2009-01-22T19:48:00.003+08:00

finally.....its finally....going to be the last lesson tml...haix...i realli wonder should i be happie that its holidae or should i be sad cos we r changing class.....many things have happen...we gone thru all the happiness and troubles together...i will miss them.....

a new yr is coming...2008 it wasnt a good yr at all....hoping that this yr 2009 would be better than last yr bahx....jiayou! n pls.......friends..do ask mi to save money dun keep anyhow spend money....

the last 2nd dae pics...

us with matthew

the love from him to us

2009-01-20T20:54:00.006+08:00

finally...its the last week of sch le...after tt we will be having long breaks then proceed to our year 3 le....hmm....have been quite sad bahx...going to change class again le....its been fun to have W66N classmates....then now its going to change again after the bonding is there...haix....

have just cut hair also..lol....my fringe is short lo...think i dun suits bangs bahx..lol....hmm...finally the ut have ended as well...i will cherish the times we have together...it will always be memories bahx... =)

its picture time...

[my team of the last php lesson]

[me and shameer]

[us]

[smiles]
[mi and esther]

[bangs bangs]

2009-01-14T20:48:00.004+08:00

woohoo...back to posting le...hmm...recently have been busying wit sch n work....n todae still have to go back sch for stupid workshop..sian de...must change the settings here n there..but useful for next sem bahx...

after tt came home n took a small nap.....then after tt headed to yishun to fix shoes then to PS to meet my mother.....todae seems like a spending money dae for mi..lol....firstly went to cotton on to buy shorts and then after tt brought my mother to crystal jade kitchen to eat our dinner...using the vouchers i have won for her...then after tt went to buy perfume which i used to use is the silkygal brand de....lol....keep spending money till i am going to be broke soon...lol...but...

NEW YEAR is coming!! yeah...so happie...but dunno this year will be fun mahx...n we are changing the class le...sob...i miss my classmates....having so much fun n crap! n also awaiting for our trip to batam on 9th march too................... =)

btw todae is kavin birthdae too...wishing him all the best and may his wishes came true soon!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE KAVIN!

2009-01-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

woo...it has past 6 daes of 2009 le...lol..HAPPIE NEW YEAR! lol...though its late lahx...

hmm...during chinese new yr eve...went to len office to have bbq gathering and after tt i went off to meet up wit my friends to celebrate countdown...it was pretty fun thought is crowded...hehe....

time passes realli fast...i am going 20 this yr.....sian....getting older n older? lol....this yr i have many resolutions and i wish to make it come true...hmm....now back to sch le....sian....realli in the holidae mood though holidae just end....i dun wanna present......but cant..sch is still sch...n now currently working also....multi-tasking life again...wanting to earn lots of money and i shall get my driving license soon! wait for me!!!!

this sat is going to be my first time giving my NDO which is a sharing session at hana....abit nervous but shall try my best! jiayou..... =)

2008-12-31T00:21:00.002+08:00

hmm..back to posting..recently have been busying working n guess wad...i did well..lol..did earn abit but now need save n spend wisely...pls my dear friends..must stop mi to spend money except for new yr clothing..hehe...

hmm..todae was realli a bad dae...first to kick off would be engrave wrongly..haix...it realli spoil my mood n then slowly..the crowd is on off..super sian n tiring lo....then the most angry n pek chek is the last customer whereby it is 930 le..she still choosing n cant make up her mind..basket..is just onli a 35 dollar thing n choose till so wad...then nvm...then she choose the pics nt from the com then have to go internet search..so need to edit n stuff..till i so pek chek then she at there look somemore..somemore make mi OT lo..basket..angry wit her..make mi didnt have my dinner lo..haix...now super tiring..think i go bath then go slp le..

tml still gt a long way to go..need work then go party to countdown...hehe...so i need replenish my energy level to the tip top! jiayou!

less than 24 hrs to 2009!

2008-12-26T15:52:00.007+08:00

first dae when we reach chalet
huiling,mi,estherdid u saw some one crazy?

mi & esther

the gals

last dae of chalet

pic 2

home sweet home

did u c anything here? taken at OCH by friend..

huiling,mi & shameer

mi & shameer

rumours..

sae cheeze =)

mi n huiling

baby esther

sweet...

ktv session pic 1ktv session pic 2

its posting time...first of all..wishing everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hehe...last sat after the christmas party organize by HANA peeps.. on mon to wed i was at chalet for our poly 2008 sem 2 de classmates....though it was nt much people but it was rather fun...hehe...

monday (day 1 of the chalet) we met in the morning 11am then we waited to be check in at 2pm...so meanwhile we went to eat n chit chat to allow the time to pass....so we checked in at 2pm n then we started to plae in the house and followed by renting bicycles....so after renting we ride down to changi n by then it was sun set time le...in btw there were accidents happening here n there but it was fun...so we went to eat our dinner n then the guys planned to go OCH....but i didnt went in wit my gal friend..cos we r nt interested..so we went to the changi broadwalk nearby while waiting for the guys to finish their tour of OCH..lol....n after everything we went back to the chalet n some of us were tired so we fell asleep n somethings happen in the middle of the nite which cant be said as it is the secret btw us...lol...

tuesday (day 2 of the chalet) some of us woke up at 8 plus due to last nite able to slp while some fell asleep in the morning onli....so we went to eat mac after tt we planned to rent the bbq pit n started to bbq...it was raining..sian but then we still manage to cope well..lol...but then the chicken was nt cooked properly....haix.....soon all of them was awake n we return the bicycles and continue wit our bbq-ing while waiting for some other classmates to join us on the second dae...however..at nite daryl wanted to go for a second time of touring OCH n took pics lo...lol...didnt saw anything in the pic also...then mi n my gal friend stayed at the chalet as well...so after they r back we bbq again..lol...then after eating we went to chit chat in the room n slp again....but then in the middle of the nite somethings happen again..haiyo...which is someone disturbing my slp this time....wake mi up n started to crap wit mi lots of things...n we laugh together then maybe too tired so silence in awhile tt lead us back to slp..lol...

wednesday (last day at the chalet) woke up at 9am then we started to pack up n eat our breakfast which was maggie mee...lol...time realli passes so fast tt the chalet is going to end...it was super fun lahx...i realli did enjoy myself..a pity some cant stay n also some cant come bahx...hope we will always rmb the days we spend together..hehe..cos we r going to change class too.... so after we check out..took bus to sengkang...

at nite...went out wit friend to celebrate bdae come countdown at ktv....hehe...was fun bahx....christmas christmas.... =)

thursday which is ytd....in the evening went down to michelle shop n accompany her till 7 where she close her shop n headed down to hana for caren de class....hehe...a fruitful learning n gaining....hehe....then after tt went to xing wang at marina to eat n after tt plan to go home le...but met liang ge they all for ktv session..lol..it was fun n liang ge was able to sing hardcore songs..he make it!! but as for mi..dunno y my voice seems weird when singing..lol...maybe shall try again next time...hehe....

then todae wanna slp till late but dunno y my timing is standard le...12 plus jiu wake up le...hope i wont tired at nite bahx...later going down to cine to meet emily they all to brief me on NDO...jiayou PS!! =)

2008-12-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

2008-12-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah yeah...finally the christmas party is over le...hehe...ytd had so much fun at the party...thx sihui for coming supporting me...hehe....past few days have been going town pei seng n guys to shop for clothings n stuff....then ytd went to help out setting before the party starts...

first we started off we games...the first game was melting the ice using our hands....the second game was one of the game played in the variety show..which was using the cardboard shape n we have to pass thru....third game was to turn left or right thru the story being told..lol...n last game was the talent show n so we asked sihui to represent our team "hearts"...lol...

after the games..we have our luckydraw n exchanging of gifts..hehe...powerful....i gotten some good gifts..lol....n after the event we stayed back to sing song n play till 5 plus...super shagged n yet todae went to work though feeling abit unwell in the first place..hehe....a wonderful christmas party i have... =)

2008-12-18T00:38:00.002+08:00

gals & li quan
gals & ya liang (the big bad boy)
gals & chin liang (my ah gong)
the nite scenery i love at kappel bay

the group photo of HANA

nerdy me..

toot toot shan?

2008-12-18T00:16:00.005+08:00

yeap yeap...last sat after my work..headed down to kappel bay to meet hana ppl to celebrate chinliang, li quan and ya liang bdae...they are dec babies..lol...keppal bay is a realli nice place lo..wit the sea breeze....cool...i love tt place..n i think will go next time hope is wit my future mr rite bahx....hehe...

hmm...on mondae...when out wit louise which is lorenzo de mei mei...i treat her like my own sis too...then we went to vivo to watch movie "bolt"...it was super nice n the dog is cute..before tt we went to have lunch at white dog cafe..things were rather nice n is reasonable price bahx....after movie i pei her went back to her workplace at tiger live...hmm..i didnt noe gt such places at st james inside...the ppl there were friendly...n i knew somethings going too...its secret..lol...

n all along i have been working since tues...full till todae...it was super tiring lahx..cos everydae have been so busy n i onli ate 1 meal... =( but then for the sales n rewards...its okie lahx....worth it...n i will be working halfdae tml..n i need to start preparing my stuff for this coming sat party....jiayou oh....hehe.....

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO CHINLIANG!! =)

GUYS WHO IS READING MY BLOG...I WILL BE HAVING CHRISTMAS PARTY...DO COME JOIN ME AT KBOX FUNCTION ROOM @ CINELEISURE LEVEL 8.....ITS GONNA BE FUN!! COME MAKE FRIENDS TOO! =)

2008-12-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

it has been some time after i last post....hmm....recently many things happen...can be good or bad...lazy to mention also....but then the main thing i noe is... I AM STILL SICK!! haix..its been a week i guess...but another good thing is tt i am able to wear back contact lens le...hehe....

todae is the last dae of sch also...holidae starts le...its time for me to enjoy but also it times for me to earn money too....hehe...n now...waiting for jake to come fetch mi n chinwei to cine to meet emily n rest...guess it gonna be late liao.....haix.....

2008-11-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

hmm..back to posting le...emily is fine le..she is on her recovering path..so happie for her...hmm...recently nthing much interesting happening also....but ytd sat nite we went ktv at party world...sang till 4am n then reach home jiu slp le...thinking izzit i too shag out le.....suddenly feels like old n tired le.....

todae went to work....but then i dunno y tt stupid customer show mi attitude lo....sae wad i ask her wait 30 mins for her item then need wait another 30 mins...due to the machine fault then need redo lahx..basket....but overall was still okie...n gotten my salary le...must be happie but pls...my friends....must ask mi dun anyhow spend money...i need to save!!

2008-11-24T21:24:00.003+08:00

back to posting..

last fri after my presentation....i left n pei emily to hospital for check up for her op....during her check up...i watch a video of the process of her op is going.....hmm...it was pretty scary but hoping it would be fine.....after tt we went to michelle shop n chatted n stuff....at 9 plus we went to town n we went to cine level 9 emax to plae games n rented the dvd "mr bean" n had supper before going home...

on sat...i did not work as was plan to go zoo but ended up cancel....so i went to cut hair n going out wit my relative to syntex bedsheet fair n headed to boon lay shopping center to eat dinner...in the evening headed down to breko at bugis for the gathering wit HANA friends....at nite activity is still the same...down to cine for movie "body of lies"...i watch till fell asleep..lol..cos i didnt understand the story? lol....n in the middle of movie...receive a call from my god bro saying he was celebrating his bdae at pub...so after the movie...seng,melvin,chinwei n mi headed down to find him for supper as he is also seng n melvin bmt friend....after tt home sweet home...

ytd which is a sundae...was a bad luck dae....first i overslept..my first time overslept....if nt my friend call then i will be even later....so i took cab down n cte was jam so i took the longer route...sian...reach liao boss was unhappie......haix.....then sales wasnt good as well....but she was rather good to me cos tt time she go bkk she bought mi a bag n bangle...it was nice...i love it....but meanwhile i was guilty....after my work..meet up wit emily,liang ge n michelle for supper at xing wang....

as for todae...after my sch went to ah ma house at woodland n go bai bai near her house or in fact near rp too....praying for my suay-ness to go n also praying for emily's op tml...hope it will be fine n she will be able to wear heels again soon...

2008-11-19T22:07:00.003+08:00

hey peeps...back to posting le...hehe....its gonna be a news sharing post le...

todae though it was raining heavily but i still manage to make it...yeap....morning heard from huiling saying tt PP result was out...was rather scared i will fail....but then it was the first good news which is a PASS!!! yeah.....so happie lahx...finally pp is done n i can put down the stone in my mind liao.....

meanwhile...i was preparing for my final theory test for driving...hehe...i didnt tell anyone i am taking todae...cos i scare fail then malu sia.....but still...i manage to MAKE IT too...hehe.....todae is realli a wonderful dae sia....realli brighten my dae n get rid of my bad lucks from last week.....

after my test headed down to sony ericsson service center to install my chinese software....wth lo...was pretty angry cos the person sae is going to be 6pm so wont be able to collect it todae...but the person in email sae can de lo...basket....so i leave it there n went back to my workplace to do some gift.......n then suddenly recieve msg from service center sae i can collect liao..wth...think very fun arh...mrt tour arh....haix...

then went back to collect phone lo..no choice...i miss my phone....then i show attitude to the person n i check the software is installed b4 leaving.....yeah...now gt chinese software le...can c n type.....hope everything will be like todae going smoothly bahx...feeling abit tired...will be slping soon....posting again............. =)

2008-11-16T14:21:00.002+08:00

hey..i am back to posting le..recently quite lazy to post also....hmm...last sat after work when to indochine wit my classmates and then went dbl o wit dom they all to my friend bdae...it was pretty fun but i was abit drunk thx to zw lo...lol.....plae 5 10 then noe my tactic...but nvm....ended up having fun n next dae going work too.....

on mon...my phone was spoil n so i went to repair after my sch.....so sian lo...2 daes without my phone...then collected on wed n was being cheated by tt collection person sae chinese software installed le but it didnt...no wonder he dun dare look at me n sae....guilty.....lol.....after taking phone meet kenneth for movie and dinner at xingwang.....watch REC...it was pretty disgusting lahx...biting the person ear and stuff...bloody......n is due to the infection...yucks.....n after everything....i went to push cart at suntec to find caren jie jie n i saw my old friend which use to be collegues...lol...is just behind her onli....then we chatted n found out she is getting married n i will be her ban niang too...hehe...its gonna be fun....

next will be ytd...sat nite...was feeling abit sick due to flu n abit cough...but after the k session i am down wit serious cough bahx..lol...n sore throat....hmm...ytd help zw,cw n claudia celebrate their bdae...it was fun....held at kallang leisure mall de kbox....we sang n plae pool till around 4am...n i realise one of them is actually my another friend de friend.....the world is so small...lol....but having so much fun n heng todae sun no need work...cos was being ask to rest..hehe....

dunno todae wan do wad lehx....now is hungry onli.....n sore throat which makes mi wanna cough.....hope i will recover soon....... =)

2008-11-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

hmm...recently busying wit working...hehe.....working for money to spend bahx..plus i also just gt increament..nt more bahx...lol....but better than nthing lo....

then todae after sch meet up wit joseph, qingyuan, his friend , kristy, emily for dinner at causeway point de aijisen...lol.. then after eating...planning to watch movie but then think all selling fast so we went to walk around and went in to arcade to plae instead...lol....wanted to catch bear bear but didnt manage to....sad....then we plae some games randomly...lol..it was a nice outing...will be meeting up more often and gather together...cos we r from RP....hehe....

tml shall be a hard core dae for mi bahx...go sch liao then need chiong work le...cos my lady boss is flying to BKK which is bangkok at 8pm de flight..sob...leaving mi wit the stall but also good...hehe....gt time can come find mi there..... think shall post till here bahx..will be blogging after weekends then.... =)

2008-11-02T19:46:00.005+08:00

yeah....i am back from the halloween nite!! it was a nice event and i enjoy it!! hehe....we start the event at 8 plus and proceed wit the skit....it turns out to be a laughing skit while acting...lol....n i am acting as a tinklebell...hehe..... realli fun n enjoying the atmosphere...then meanwhile we had games and played till my wand broke...lol...dun who so cruel make my wand broke...lol....then we also have lucky draw...guess wad? i gotten the 4th prize n it was a pair of earing and necklace...wit swaroviski wor..hehe.... =)

after the halloween party we stayed to take pictures and also singing session n playing pool....yeap...it was realli fun....hehe....n after the halloween party we went for breakfast at 6am in the morning...lol...went to have roti prata at river valley n something happen to emily...haix....hoping that she will be fine after a week of mc bahx... *praying for her*.....

after tt headed home to slp till 645pm...lol.....super tired for the past few days...n my holidae is going to end todae..sianz.....back to sch tml...

.n now its picture time!!

2008-11-01T12:42:00.001+08:00

ITS HALLOWEEN PARTY TONITE...ANYONE FREE CAN COME JOIN US @ CINE KBOX FUNCTION ROOM LEVEL 8!!

ITS GONNA BE FUN...TRUST ME!! CYA THERE! =)

2008-10-27T18:44:00.002+08:00

HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!

Hey people who is reading my blog...there will be a upcoming event which is the halloween party organize by my friends & me....you are invited to this party as well!! it will be held on 1st november 2008 @ KBOX cine function room which is near the KPOOL there....please be aware that it is halloween nite therefore you are required to dress up.....

there will be a theme for this halloween which is "NEVERLAND.AM.I"...

guess how much it is to attend? it is just $50 per pax from 7pm to 6am...it is reasonable and worth.....we will be holding ths party with games as well and after the event you can stay to sing SONGS till 6am in the morning...

$50 per pax inludesive of:

treat or trick
games
dinner
drinks
lucky draws
K session

you can bring along your friends as well...the more the merrier it is.....please let me know in advance how many of you & your friends will be joining with us!! CYA GUYS THERE!!

2008-10-27T17:22:00.004+08:00

hmm...recently lazy to blog...hmm...but on thurs mi sharon n yimei pon class halfway...hmm.....then we headed to ms to shop and after tt to singapore flyer...hehe...then took lots of pics as well...

recently have been busying with the planning of halloween party bahx....and also working...hmm...now my boss have faith in mi n letting mi open n close the push cart all by myself....hehe...is it a good thing or bad thing..lol.....they will be training mi n i am alone....

this coming wed shall be my pp presentation liao..wish mi good luck then!!

pics time...

2008-10-19T22:10:00.003+08:00

hmm...currently..i am so damn sian....

i find tt this week is realli a BORING weekend...haix....n i gt stupid curfew this week due to my stupid eyes...haix...but then ytd after work..requested to join them awhile before i go home...n i left town at 11plus...sob...they planned to watch movie but this time i am not wit them....haix.....

but after my work i went town to meet seng,dom,melvin & shikai...hmm...then we went to plae pool as well....hoping tt my eyes faster okie then can plae again bahx....then after tt planned to eat...but scare no last train...so no eat....hungry all the way bahx....then in the train...stupid indian baganglah.... think he drunk....first stand in front of mi then keep leaning back...then next stand beside mi.....suddenly the stupid train brake...then he like lean on mi...f**k lahx...heng i gt protection of my bag...if nt i sure kick his ***...haix....my first sat nite need crowd wit ppl.....sian lo...then reach home jiu slp liao but was being disturb by my kor for my laptop....

for todae went to work bahx...then was so sian..no ppl de...but dunno y my mind was nt there...n tt cause mi to waste 2 metal pieces....haix.....first is tt i didnt go take note tt it was not straight....so turn out to have slight shadow for the namecard case...next is the luggage tag whereby i engrave on the wrong side.....but still the customer is at fault too...cos after the whole engraving was done she then realise the number she engrave was wrong....haix....a bad dae...a bad week i have...

now all i can do is to wait for my wed appointment for follow up of my eyes bahx.....

2008-10-17T22:15:00.002+08:00

haix haix haix....its been a long time i last stay at home during my fri nite...haix......cos of my stupid eye...then kena ban....sian.....i miss them...i miss HANA ppl.....suddenly i feel tt i am lonely again...back to last time...sian......i duno wad to do when i am at home...i wanna go out relax.....cos recently i am realli stress....

haix....then tml still need work.....haix haix haix......its realli a boring week for me...n i wish wed faster come...so can check my eyes as well.....faster okie...then i can join them back...but i dun think will so soon....

then just now watched the show...hmm... "qian niu hua kai de ri zi" is realli nice n touching....especially when the elder brother die....sob......gt time peeps must go watch...is recommended by mi...is a taiwan drama...

n as for now....think i gonna start preparing stuffs for my PP in less than 2 weeks time...hope i can make it bahx...give mi some strength to move on bahx... JIAYOU!!

2008-10-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

its back to blogging time...

hmm...recently eyes have been nt good... but still need to go sch n c my laptop...sian....keep straining my eyes realli make mi headache lo...dun wanna go sch but still gt UT...so bo bian..endure....then wad facilitator wrote on the board or even on screen...was blur to me.....haix...

n as for todae...by right should be going to work....so by left i took off n stay at home doing my PP poster...gonna present in 2 weeks time...haix...sian lo....scare i cannot make it sia.....n next wed shall be going back to TTSH for appointment...hope by then my vision is gonna recover le bahx...

n i miss HANA ppl....sob...dun think this week meeting them n have fun....haix....suddenly i wish to recover asap so tt i can enjoy n be back wit them.......i miss u guys!! =(

2008-10-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

recently have been busying wit my stupid eye stuff.....hmm...on fri went to polyclinic to get referral letter to ttsh for eye specialist...haix...waited for half a dae lo...hmm...it was a serious eye infection....the doctor told mi heng i go early..if i continue wearing contact lens i may turn blind..haix....i suddenly dun wanna be blind...i wanna go tour around the world first...then after tt i headed to town to meet dom,jake,seng,liang and emily.....then pei them shop for their clothes for thanet & gordon wedding.....after tt we went to sing K @ partyworld till 3am......

as for ytd..is a sat...i took off cos due to need attend thanet & gordon's wedding...hmm...abt 3 plus went to town meet seng n dom to help them do some shopping n choosing...then we went to meitian bdae for awhile cos time is abit tight...then headed down to fetch seng's mum & liang before to the dinner...hmm....it was so sweet lo..whenever i attend other ppl wedding..i wonder when will it be my turn...will i have the same turnout as well......nv knows till it happen bahx.....then wear specs also..haix..CMI sia....sob....but had so much fun....after tt everyone was tired n headed home..n so i need rest for my eyes too...

CONGRATS TO GORDON & THANET! =)

todae went to work in the morning as usual...sian sia....then my vision is still damn blur...HAIX....i c things need strain eyes....till i have headach n tired for my eyes...i wanna recover soon.....n suddenly things flashed back to my mind....when i need u..where r u? i realli need u to be there for mi..... =(

2008-10-09T19:21:00.002+08:00

haix...past few daes have been eye blurness...haix....i though it was my degree but it turn out to be something else...just went to my optical shop to check...it turn out to be SERIOUS eye infection...wtf...haix....then was being ask to go c eye specialist....haix....y is there so many problem occurring this few daes...no more money n yet this kinda thing happen....my life sux lahx.....

haix....gonna realli go c doctor liao...but stupid uncle....scare me to death lahx...when he told mi i kena infection....he tell mi in a serious tone....

"xiao mei...i think you kena very SERIOUS eye infection....cos gt white spots on your eyes...."

haix......hoping tt my eyes is fine...suddenly i dun wish my eyes to happen anything...cos i still wanna travel...i still gt lots of things to do............................

2008-10-08T21:37:00.003+08:00

hmm...backdate to last fri n sat..when to watch movie...the big stan and eagles eyes..hmm...both nt bad...quite funny and nice bahx...hmm..tt cause mi to lack of slp n eye infection as well as my vision poorer bahx...

on mon.. after my sch went to gab's house for celebration on james bdae and enlistment of ns...hmm...we had steamboat first follow by our mahjong session...though i didnt win...but it was pretty fun....after tt i headed down to changi to fetch emily...she is back for US liao....hehe..so happie lo....

but tues i having headach so didnt turn up for sch as well..lol...but in the evening went for class..hmm...len spoke abt "xuan zhe"....is not the matter to choose rite or wrong but is the perspective on how we view...hmm..i think its pretty true...then after class when to sk wit emily to meet ah seng to teach him statistic.....n headed home...tired...

hmm...todae went to work as usual...but i dunno y my vision abit poor lehx..haix....maybe i should go check up bahx...recently have been having so much prob..i need a shoulder to lean on...who can lend mi??

2008-10-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

hmm....todae went working....think my eyes soon to recover but vision still seems blur at times bahx...haix....then my phone cock up..idiot....recently my turns to be suay...haix...y arh.....i also dunno......very troubled recently also.....HAIX....

then todae after my work....reached semb mrt...saw a HUGE group of army guys.....it makes mi think of somethings...i know i am nt suppose to think but i cant stop my brain function.....memories overall is still memories bahx....but this memories is leaving me too deep...

many things starting to occur at the same time again....i am trying nt to think anymore bahx...haix...

2008-09-30T17:01:00.002+08:00

suddenly i feel like posting bahx...

hmm...recently i feel so down and emotional bahx...i dunno y...hmm...have been eye infection for daes liao....n also chatted wit emily online...i suddenly realli so miss her....the daes without her seems so empty and lonely bahx...cos whenever i am wit her...her laughter brighten my dae....

n soon...i rmb after my poly life i may be leaving to US as well wit my mummy for maybe half a year bahx...i think by then....i would feel even more terrible bahx....haix....

n suddenly i feel tt my vision have been getting poorer le...dunno izzit cos of the infection or am i going to be blind liao...i could still rmb i told emily this morning tt i am going blind... she told mi tt if i am blind..she would be sad...cry for me...haix....this make mi wanna cry n i will miss her....i dun wanna be blind but y am i feeling so emo recently....i gt lots of things to share but i dunno who i should share wit...

whenever i listen to emo songs my tears would tend to roll down from my eyes...haix....wishing tt all i am thinking may not be thru...i shall not be blind....will be fine.........

2008-09-28T19:48:00.003+08:00

FRI [26.09.08]

hmm...fri after my sch headed home to rest awhile before meeting my baobei at 8 plus as well as zw they all...hmm...then we went to paragon to pei thenard jie jie get new phone...after tt we went to cine to plan to watch movie...we watch "the big stan"....before we went to watch the movie...emily and liang came down to find us and we chatted awhile before heading to watch movie...hmmm....n on sat...emily is flying to U.S...

SAT [27.09.08]

i woke up at 6am in the morning and headed down to airport to send emily before she left to U.S...hmm....its my first time sending friends going oversea and it make mi so unbearable bahx....hmm....we chatted at the food court and then took pics at the departure hall wit emily as well....when she headed to check in...i started to miss her liao...n the things she told mi realli wanna make mi cry lo.....hmm...but i guess nt just me feeling tt way...someone will be even more miss her bahx...lol.... *u noe who i am talking*....

then after tt zw send me to my ah ma house then i rested awhile before i went to work..hmm..super tired cos i onli slept 3-4 hours nia....then at nite met up wit HANA ppls...watch movie again...is "the black swindler"...nt nice de...super boring..almost felt asleep somemore....but before its time for movie...we went to cine lvl 9 to catch bear bear..lol..i caught one monkey and seng caught kitty, tt monster and strawberry pooh..lol....all was put in his car for displae..lol.... super tiring till my eyes gt infection again...haix...

SUN [28.09.08]

hmm...todae went to open stall @ 11am again...tiring.....n todae is the actual dae for F1..super alot ppl walking around but no business....haix...then when i went down to distribute flyers...omg..i heard the engines of F1...it was superb...lol....damn powerful....now its time for F1.... =)

PS: I MISS YOU, EMILY...take care too!

2008-09-22T23:15:00.006+08:00

hi guys out there...

sorri for nt updating my post recently as i have been busying wit studies and stuff...

now i shall post something interesting which is during my trip at batam on 19 -21 sept 08!!

FRI [19.09.08]

i didnt go sch as i am leaving to batam in the afternoon at 2 plus...hmm...when i reach batam was around 3 plus liao...but then batam time is slower by 1 hr than sg time...then after we reach HARRIS hotel.. we proceed to our rooms and then we headed to the shopping mall which is MEGA mall..lol...hmm...the first thing we reach the mall....we went to eat A&W...omg...SG dun have A&W liao...so is like a memories of eating again...yummy yummy....then after eating we went seprate ways..some went shopping n for some of us went to do medicure n pedicure....for me..i did pedicure...lol....it was super cheap lo...after doing we didnt have much time to shop n so we headed back to the hotel for dinner cos it is super dark liao....then after dinner we gals that have competition for make up went practising till 2plus then slp....

FYI: the money in batam is super complicated....we were all confuse cos singapore $1 is batam 6000 rupiah..lol...

SAT [20.09.08]

morning we wake up at around 9 then headed down to the lobby for breakfast buffet...hmm..it was tired in the beginning..lol....then after breakfast..we welcome those ppl who came on sat morning before heading to plae the bowling....hmm..we were distributed to different teams n i was under chinliang..lol...wit the team member of rohan, kavin, michelle,kim and jack...it was super fun... then after bowling we head back to have our lunch....after lunch is the team building games...woohoo...it was fun n interesting...lol...gt balloons, passing the codes, hula hoop and memorizing games.....we had so much fun interacting n getting to noe new friends lahx....then in the evening we were all preparing for the nite event which is "search for venus"....

i was taking part in the make up competition n chunyan my baobei was my model of the competition....hmm....i was rather scare n nervous lo....cos i dun think i am able to make it....so we dress as "GREEK" style and have our dinner at the swimming pool area...after tt we went back to the conference room for the competition...

n guess wad...i have gotten second place in the competition...lol...have been awarded wit trophy n presents of eye shadow palette and eye liner...lol...nice....first place would be vanessa n her model JJ..lol...powerful...although i didnt get first but it is a nice n great experience....hehe....then we have a small HANA time....which have a speaker of caren.yan wei & len....wit the photos n stuffs....it was a pretty nice sharing session although all have worn out of the dae.....

SUN [21.09.08]

it was the last dae at batam liao..hmm...pretty sad to leave...but still we make full use of the dae...after breakfast we went to plae go kart...woohoo...POWER!! it was fun lahx....then we take turns to have the ride as well....after the games...we went back to mega mall for a small shopping session...hmm...it was abit tight for time but then we still gt something back...for mi i gt my CHANEL wallet...lol...then for seng is LV wallet...for my baobei i think is makeup stuff n some others get their own things bahx...hehe....

then we took a group photo outside the hotel before heading to the ferry terminal bahx... and so i was super tired tt i didnt go sch todae..hehe...n my shoulder blade is still in pain....hope it will be fine soon bahx.....tts all i wanna post....hehe...enjoy my photos bahx....will be uploading more.... =)

on fri @ A&W

on sat: during the competition "search for venus"

on sun: the last dae of trip

my prize & cert

a small reward for myself =)

THERE WILL BE A CELESTIAL ISLAND 2 COMING...KEEP VIEWING MY BLOG FOR THE NEWS!! =)

2008-08-30T11:52:00.003+08:00

ITS TIME FOR ME TO UPDATE MY BLOG...

THERE WILL BE A CELESTIAL ISLAND WITH HANA @ BATAM...

hmm...guys out there may not noe wad is this...but let mi roughly summarize for u guys....HANA is actually a group of youngsters organize in an academy..they will be organize different trips to different countries and as for this time it will be at BATAM...

this trip will be held from 19 sept to 21 sept which is fri to sun...friends out there...do join me to catch this fun wit them bahx....is okie for u to be shy for the first time...but y not give urself another chance to expand ur social circles of friends.. dun be shy n i will always be there to guide u as well...

hmm...let mi post some of the pics to let u guys noe more of this trip bahx...

this will be the resort we will be staying...cheap n nice =)

secondly, we will be playing "GO CART"..isnt it fun??

last but nt least, the make up compeition held by them....there will be attractive prizes to be won away!! so y still hestitate for u gals out there to show off ur talent!!

besides that we would be out to shop at the nearest shopping malls as well.....n its cheap for the stuff....so is best buy & MUST BUY!!!

dun worry if u feel lonely....u can always bring along ur other friends to join us...the more the merrier.....

SO DUN HESTITATE TO JOIN IN THIS FUN TRIP...

for more info, u may wan to visit http://www.new.facebook.com/event.php?eid=37151641223 .

2008-08-22T13:12:00.003+08:00

this are the pics we took after rally @ majestic bar

this are the pics celebrating len's bdae [ 09.08.08 ]

2008-08-22T13:06:00.003+08:00

hmmm...sorry guys for leaving my post having mould liao...lol....have been working continuously till i forget beginning of this week i have done wad...hmmm...

but on wed...michelle n her friend miki came to my workplace n did the pendant....its nice n it was done by mi...my realli first piece done by mi..lol....then after my work...caren came to look for us n we headed to xing wang at marina square and eat...after tt we went to shenton to sing k at partyworld...len n junming was there eating so they joined us as well...we sang till 3 plus n headed home...

on thus which is ytd....went to work although tired n planned to go for NDO class but mother starting to nag liao..sae i gonna fall sick as mi go home dun go out...if nt i wont be able to go out wit emily n guys le...sad....so i need be guai kia...lol....but the funny thing is tt i finish work at 6pm then when i reach semb my boss called n said she passed mi the key whereby the other key is being locked n needed my this key to open...so no choice..i took the train back to my workplace..lol....ytd was my train exploration...lol...

as for todae is finally my off dae where i could post liao...hmm.....later meeting kristen to town cos she pei mi go cut hair.....then evening i meeting queenie n maybe going to ryuu de bdae.....ah....ryuu is a dog....so cute....hehe..... =)

2008-08-17T22:02:00.004+08:00

backdate to last fri..

went to work in the morning n after work till 6pm..mi n sihui went to watch movie wit emily n kok seng joined us as well...hmm...went to watch "money no enough 2"..it was realli realli nice....especially the most saddening part is tt the mother looked back n called his son...OMG...i think i cried abit...haix...it was so sad tt she was being sent to the old folk home.....then after watching movie..we went to billy bomber to find caren, mitchell n elyn while sihui left first....then we chatted n waited for len and ivan to reach before headed to steakhouse for a small chat....

on sat..

hmmm....work till 4pm n meet emily n guys to go DXO for event...helping out wit the ntu show...helping the guys to make up..lol....they r handsome...but dun think they r my type...lol...hmm...it was my first time doing this kind of event...it make mi feel even more wanting to learn make up n be a artist one dae....hehe....n after DXO event went to marina square to meet up wit the rest n plae pool..i plae awhile n left wit leya jie jie to catch the last train....she is flying to HK le...i miss her....miss her laughter too...

as for todae, sun..

went to work as usual n i get to noe a new friend...she work beside my push cart n we became good friends...lol..her dreams was to be a hair stylist....realli impressed mi...n also we mention wanna learn make up together..yeah...i gt a partner to accompany mi liao...lol.....i think she is realli outgoing n nice to be wit.....n so....i will wan to hang out wit her more often bahx...

tml i am going to open stall again...seems tired cos been working continuously for the past few daes...but all cos of money i will nt complain much...cos now is holidae so i need endure....give mi some power!!

ps: at times i think i miss you...

2008-08-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

hmm...

todae thurs....good business bahx...lol....due to the board drop down n make a loud "BANG"...then i think attract alot customer...till i ate my dinner at 8 plus almost 9pm..lol...was super tired as ytd nite when to the amway rally...it was nice n touching.....besides tt it was also happening...

when i step in..it was as if i went to a club..lol....then we even have massage..lol....it was realli a true story n i am going to learn from them....i am on my way...give mi support manx....lol...

there is a saying....just keep trying dun give up....n one dae we will achieve....if there is obstacles just face it....find a solution to solve it n not leave it hanging.....besides that....we must always be positive n not negative.... =)

tml need work morning help open stall....nite.... =)

2008-08-13T12:41:00.005+08:00

mon

went to work cos now holidae le...yeah....hmm..but somethings crop up in my work bahx...haix....something bad happen to my lady boss....she was crying while i was working...wad i heard from my boss is tt her friends betray her...haix....friendship stuff..tt hurts her so much..... she is so nice n yet this kind of thing happen....hope she will look on the bright side bahx.... then after work meet kristen come my house cos the next dae we have our sentosa trip.. =)

tues

early in the morning we went to meet at harbourfront @ 10am...gt yewkee, muar, pearline, chen xin, kristen n me...the 6 of us....we went to have mac breakfast before going to sentosa...hmm...when we reach siloso beach..there were not much sun so we bought a beach volleyball to plae...some of us were injuried including me...lol....n as we plae the sun became stronger n i was the first to be most "black"...lol....we have so much fun together..i realli dun wanna change class again..haix..whenever i think tt we were so close n we have to change class again make mi so sian....haix.....i will miss u guys de.... after sentosa around 4 plus we left n headed to vivo to eat long john for dinner....then after tt hong siang came to meet us...n we went in to toy r us to plae around..all thx to kristen to be the joker of the dae..lol....n then we slack at pacific coffee club i think... we were chatting while muar n chen xin was too tired to be caught falling asleep..lol.... after tt would be going home...but for mi i went to tiong bahru to meet up wit emily they all for len's class...it was meaning...

ps : learnt tt we must dream and imagine before we could believe ourselves achieving...we must always believe in ourselves success nt failure...look on the bright side n it will reach the goal tt we set! =)

its time for pics....

yewkee & mi
mi & my BI
after sentosa
3 gals
forever friends

7 of us
mi & hong siang
mi & kristen
pearline & mi

3 of us

while we @ toy r us..

hong siang the banana

the chicken head

the nemo head

2008-08-11T00:48:00.003+08:00

backdate to fri..

gt eye swollen in the morning but then uses all sorts of method to de-swell it...then gotten my new specs liao...nerd? okie okie bahx....still nt use to it bahx...then in the evening went down to tampinese to meet liang ge and emily to shop for jake bdae but ended up when i reached they shopped for their stuffs...lol...liang ge bought a pair of lee cooper's shoes and also watch from emily...then afetr tt we went to buy present for jake before going to his chalet...

then at the chalet..we talk n crap while waiting for seng to come join us...after tt we went to downtown east de mac to have a small meeting by emily...then we went home after tt..

sat..

went to work as usual...wit abit of eye swollen still plus pain...hmm..then after work went to cine kbox to meet emily n guys to celebrate len birthdae...we book the whole function room n played pool as well.. then 12 midnight i was the one to carry the birthdae cake...n we have lots of fun too...then due to next dae gt work so i left at 4 plus wit seng n jake...seng drove mi home followed by jake...

sun..

requested to work at 1pm cos ytd plae till late so super tired...hmm..todae was a busy dae serving customer..although was tired but wit my boss entertaining..time passes rather fast...n all the customer i server were big fishes....buy alot n the sales nt too bad...lol..so i didnt feel tired at all... but when i reach home slightly turn tired le...

n mummy went to gamble liao...so will be back tml morning...now left mi n my kor at home..each playing own com..without talking... tired...tml will be working n after tt maybe meeting my didi to have dinner bahx...

2008-08-08T09:28:00.000+08:00

WTH...EYES SWOLLEN!!!!!!

2008-08-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

back to post again...cos very sian...

haix...just onli kristy send mi a link...where the ns passed away when he was in Brunei training...haix...i read n i cried....sad thing happen...but who noes it was the loved ones...the gal has to be strong...but it is just too sudden for her i guess....although i did nt noe her...but just wanna hope she is doing fine now n be strong although is hard....

looking at the pics she posted...make mi remind of "him"...i dunno y...maybe is army guy as well bahx....but the sudden thought of him make mi have the urge to msg him....but i controlled...i try nt to drop another tears for him....but i just simply cant...i wish i could forget...but it is overall still memories...i read the part where the gal wrote...her bf would always give morning call or even msg her at nite...haix...it seems to be the same scene....haix....

kept repeating the song recommended by ah seng...my love my fate...it was a canto song...n whenever i listened i would think of our memories...n yet i read this blog make mi even think of him...is not kristy fault to send mi this link...but is just my sentiment and emotionally i cant control bahx...there is one sentence in this song..that is:

" 我永远亦爱你
太美好的东西　会走
还未爱够了你　怎放"

2008-08-07T20:32:00.003+08:00

todae is my first dae self-proclaim holidae..lol... n didnt work todae as well...so acc my mother to visit my ah ma n my cousin as well...time passes realli fast...when i spoke to my cousin abt my dreams of opening a shop of my own and also i could remember 2 yrs ago he told mi he didnt wanna go to NS n yet now he have ord liao...n searching for banking jobs....time is realli moving faster n faster....

hmm...ytd i was last min given a choice nt to work due to no crowd...n then i went down to sun plaza to do specs...finally i gt myself specs le...hmm...then i went to this fashion...n guess who i saw...it was my pri 6 form teacher, mr tan.....omg...he remembered me...hmm...n we chatted for quite awhile wit his wife as well who taught mi once last time....n their daughter was already 3 yr old? omg...is like 7 yrs ago...n we even mention tt last time when we go to mr tan house...we planned every new yr n stuff go his house but ended up we all lost contact....haix....is realli fast...n even now mr tan is nt a teacher anymore..became selling insurance le....

n recently i have been reading some of my friends de blog...sometimes i find its realli wonderful that they have found their right ones and been together for so long....n yet still so sweet...hmm...envy? maybe bahx....but just wanted to c my friends living well n everlasting wit their loved ones....

everyone changes liao....missess the fun we have during our primary sch life as well as my secondary sch life........but time will nv go back...so we must cherish the time we have... =)

2008-08-06T11:30:00.005+08:00

mi & yewkee
mi, christina & yewkee
the gangs wit MR FELIX
mi & liah
our reflection
mi, felix & yewkee
mi & felix
mi & janelle
mi & cherine
YEAH!!! finally....ytd was my last dae of sch liao..hmm...kinda sad cos i miss all my new friends i noe in yr 2 sem 1...

some of my good friends would be my sisters: pearline, yewkee, jean, kristen, liah
some of my guy friends would be: chenxin, hongsiang, muar

hmm...i wont forget the first time they saw mi sae i "AH LIAN" liao...haix...i realli gt tt look mehx? lol...whenever i go new class they sure dun dare talk to me de...until we get to noe each other better...lol....but i realli enjoy the daes wit them...when i am wit them...all my bothering stuff will be out of my mind...thx guys as well as W65E...u guys are missed by mi!! dun forget next week sentosa trip oh....

before i left my class....took lots of pics wit them and also wit MR FELIX..lol...he is one of the faci i like most although he is lame lahx...but still...thx for his help for keep trying to solve my msn prob although still cant..lol....hmm...starting to miss u guys le....hope tues faster come bahx....

after class.. meet emily at her office downstairs then went to pick up liang ge at interchange followed by seng to NTU for photoshoot event....hmm...first time c ah seng style other ppl hair...nt too bad bahx..impressive although all same style...lol...then emily n caren help the ladies to make up...they were chio...n as for me...i help the guys to make up? lol...put foundation bahx...haha....beginning was rather afraid cos they kept looking at mi and first time i help guys to make up...but after a few is okie le....realli enjoy this experience...thx to emily and caren jie jie... =)

after all the photoshoot thingy n make up.. then we headed down to hana to listen to yanwei closing....although didnt listen much but still i manage to take down some of the points...i think that is true that if we put in our effort to do and learn, we will have a result and success to it.... thus let us work hard for our goals bahx... JIAYOU!! =)

2008-08-03T23:57:00.004+08:00

mi n yewkeemi n my "bi"

muackx..

crazy us..

bat"women" returns..

mi n chenxin..

mi n kristen..
hmm...

on thurs...mi n my classmates super high...we took lots of funny pics especially wit my "BI"..lol... then on fri...after my sch...i meet emily...buy present? yaya....hmm...

sat...

its hui'e jie jie and elyn jie jie de bdae...lol.....although didnt join them at MOF but then after my work i rush down before shi kai n his gf left...lol...now then i noe the world is realli so small....his gf was studying RP also..lol..so mi n her became friends...lol...sharing of info...haha...cos same course n her class was in front of mine...the world is realli small? lol....then get to noe 2 of ah seng friends also...hmm...nice n outgoing bahx.....then after MOF headed down to ktv pub....we were so high...n keep playing pool till we kena stared by 2 ah bengs from other table...cos they wanna plae pool but was being "chop" by us all along....lol...but we dun care n continue our happie dae... then due to seng need leave early cos of his duty...mi n him left at 3 plus i guess...super tired...

sun..

as for todae...working.....no ppl de...so boring...think onli sell 5 items? lol...but make new friends again....her name is sihui....lol......find tt recently i am making new friends...good? haha...trying to be the one to start the topic...hmmm...shall stop here...tml gt sch....tues shall be my last dae of sch...haha!! =)

2008-07-30T11:22:00.005+08:00

firstly, backdate to ytd.. ytd during sch time..we finally went to the "LOBSTER HOUSE" to have our lunch during the second break time...hmm...it was all lies lo...student n faci is being outcast...lol...n the food there sucks.....nt worth also...cos even fish n chips so little cost $4.50..whereas for noodles n rice is also $4.50....later c the difference......then we also took pic wit weiyi cos she counted herself last day as she is clearing her leave...then after sch...i went home n change before going out to meet emily they all...then after our stuff..seng came to find us but he needed to rush back to camp while we were chatting n having fun in the resturant....then emily sent mi home..

fish & chips = $4.50

noodles = $4.50
mi & weiyi
mi, chris & weiyi
pearline, weiyi & mi
as for today...it was so sian...needed wake up early to bring my friend down to caren de shop for interview..then i can also chat wit them bahx..lol....then after tt i need to go work...sian arh...when do i have money n stop working sia.....haix.....hope to earn lots of money....i am on my way!!

2008-07-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

L.O.V.E3 gals n bdae boi(kak)

starhubbers

mi,katie n pris
at paradize center

outside fish & co
group of friends

2008-07-28T19:12:00.003+08:00

yeah..finally i have my own wireless connection for my house le...yeah..now i can always blog n upload pic le...so happy....cos of tt stupid person i called last week...sae wad no need disc just plug in the cable will do....then i todae after sch very free so try installing the disc given..then can liao..basket lo...idiot singtel ppl....let mi backdate to last week...

fri

after sch went home to change n went to celebrate for kak bdae...before that..i meet up wit katie to buy present for kak....then we dunno wad to buy so we just buy wallet for him....guys bdae is always hard to buy thing...hmm...then after tt went to parkmall de fish and co for dinner....wit james, pris, junfa, alan, katie and the bdae boi (kak)... had so much fun joining wit them and gather ever since we last met..then after dinner... we went to plae pool at paradize centre...lol...then ah seng come fetch mi to meet emily n guys to watch dark knight...it was pretty nice but abit too draggy bahx...then maybe too tired in btw fell asleep but nv fail to miss the interesting part...n tats end of the dae...

sat

went to work as usual and after work...went to meet liang they all..gt to noe ah seng de friend one is call dominic and the other is zheng wen( i think)..lol..when i reach they r playing pool..then when emily and michelle come I go eat long john wit them...then the rest of the group came n join us at long john....after eating...we went to play darts...lol...again...but still having so much fun..lol...

sun

same..go work....it was pretty busy tt cause mi super tired....but then time passes realli fast...yeap...then didnt meet emily also...cos she at salon waiting for michelle n caren to do finish their hair...then i headed home...n rested early..

ps: hmm...sometimes i wonder...i think.....

2008-07-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

hmm...have been said that i have nt been updating for like years?? lol....nt so jialat onli like 1 week bahx..lol...

hmm..backdate to last week....

it was realli nt a good week...last week wed..my classmate's de grandfather passed away..it was sad...haix...but no choice..he is old le n its time.....so we can onli look on the bright side...R.I.P...

then i receive a phone call on fri during my sch time and saying tt my friend bro kean car accident...haix...i was totally shocked....nt in the mood of doing work as well..haix...then almost cried...haix...y such thing happen sia.....then after my sch...i meet up wit my baobei to town pei her buy clothes...then after tt meet seng,emily and liang wanting to watch movie but all very late de...so we went to plae K pool..after K pool..seng sent my baobei home n then we went to my house nearby to eat supper...

next on sat... morning headed down to hospital n visted my friend bro..omg...i almost cried when i saw his condition...haix...but i endure nt to if nt my friend will cry as well...haix....only 12 years old....n this kinda thing happen to this poor boy...sad.....then i pei him...n i realli nt in the mood to work so i took off...n in the afternoon met emily to bugis n we went to temple n i pray for my friend's bro for recovery....then we shop n at nite went to tcc as usual...n my friend whose bro was in hospital came to find us as well..n we cheer him up....after he came...we went to ktv n sing song...so much fun...realli is nice to have emily n guys as friends... =)

then on sun...i need to work..realli broke liao..so no matter how tired i still go work...after my work headed down to meet emily, liang, seng, liang's sis and also sk....then i haven eat...so we went to victoria street to eat..hmm...n we took pic...will upload the pic...cos now using desktop...

n from mon to now...is studing except for todae working...super tired for the past few daes..think i falling sick soon bahx...hehe....but just onli chatted wit my dear cousin..haix...my cousin's friend pass away....y....haix.....realli alot of things happen...sometimes i wish someone is there for mi..lending ears n shoulder.....

will update soon...cos abit lazy liao... take care my friends...

FYI: my friend's bro is recovering...have been discharge..so dun worry! =)

2008-07-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

todae is mondae le...n i dunno y every mon i feel so super tired...same old thing...back to sch...but ytd evening went out wit emily n guys...last min decision due to my mother nt at home...n they going to meet len...so i asked ah seng to come fetch mi down...

hmm....having this gathering wit them realli made mi realise alot of things...we live is not for others or even the relationship...but is for ourselves, for our future...hmm...is realli good to noe them n learn things from them...n we went to the mr bean at parklane there...then we wanna eat japanese village but closed le...so we headed down to cine to eat xing wang...n we chatted n have so much fun...

n so..i didnt wanna go home n i go emily house to stay....we watch tv n soon cos we tired n we chatted till we fell asleep...lol...i feel so sian...dunno wad to do but kept listening to the song...wit memories on it...

all i wanna do now is dun wanna think...but just move on.....as i have been hurt nt once...but many times...if someone manages to let go...y cant i.... dun wan to be stubborn or even a fool anymore...its obvious...n complicated...

will update again! =)

2008-07-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

hmm...todae is sun..yet i am home...hmm...backdate to fri till sat n noe y i did not go work...

fri..

after sch meet my didi at nite n we went to paradize centre plae pool...with emily,chinliang,zhenwei,huier and ah seng...hmm...it was nice to hang out wit them....after playing pool we went to eat tou hua...then headed home...

sat..

went to work and at nite...meet up ah seng n guys...together i brought kokseng to join the fun...we went to cine..n plae darts which waiting for our movie time at 2 plus...then when we were playing darts..a pervert kept spying me..siao de...as if i noe him..he is abit crazy i gues...n 2 plus we went to watch our show..red cliff..it was pretty nice and when the exciting part it saes "to be continue"..wth...lol..so need wait for second part le...then after watchin was around 5am le..then we went to mustarfa there to eat dim sum...n so i reached home at 630am...

sun..

morning woke up plan to go work but eyes cannot open..sob..so i didnt go work...hmm...n so i at home...now kor nt home..mummy go cruise..wth...alone alone alone...sob...........

2008-07-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

cute didi =D
mi n ting ting
mi n didi
blur didi
cigarette?? its not..lol

my genting trip..mi wit BIG battery
my van =)
mi n my aunt
mi n my "BF"

2008-07-09T12:06:00.003+08:00

hey guys! I AM BACK FROM MY GENTING TRIP!!!

hehe...let mi start wit the first dae of my trip bahx...

fri

morning took bus @ 7am..so early...n i think reach genting @ 2plus in the afternoon bahx...hmmm...then we went to check in out hotel and they plan to go into casino...hmm...my first attempt to smuggle in..but nt success...sob....kena ask to check passport...then nvm..we went to eat to settle our stomach first...then we went to another place to smuggle into casino again...sad...second attempt failed again...then nvm...mi n my aunt went to plae outdoor theme park the first dae...haha...i didnt manage to plae those exciting games as she was afraid of..so we played fun cart which is like driving, pirate ship and went to the dinosour world...we didnt have much time there cos when we went in was 4 plus n it closed at 7pm...so we onli manage to plae a few...hmm...then nite....my cousin arrive...he ask mi to tried smuggle into the old casino again...so i tried my third attempt...sob!! cant as well....do i look young? but y ppl sae i look mature n still kena check even wit my specs on? haix....so i am fated to wait till i am 21 then can go in...n so i cant get in..then went to eat KFC and after that my mummy pei mi go shopping..lol...n we boughts shirts..lol..damn cheap...$5 in sing? lol....n i bought 3...lol...enjoy my first dae!

* I SWEAR WHEN I AM 21 AFTER MY BDAE I WILL GO N SHOW THE GAURDS PROUDLY!

Sat

morning when i woke up was around afternoon le...lol...n they went to casino le...sob..so i was alone in the room...hmm..then my aunt called n sae she was all along waiting for mi to go plae the outdoor theme park again..lol....this is my first time go plae outdoor twice..haha...but this time my cousin join in...so i manage to plae exciting games wit my cousin..yeah....we plae pirate ship again...then follow by playing the roller coaster wit my cousin...woohoo..so fun....then we plae the spin spin spin de...haa...dunnno wads the name....n followed by SPACESHOT...yeah...i love spaceshot...so damn shiok...when we reach the top..we were chatting...n then...boom...down we go..lol...my cousin told mi "ren sheng de na yi sha na"...lol...n after tt..our last game was the flying dragon...requested to plae by my aunt..so we queue...it was so damn long queue....sat alot ppl came lo...then every game we plae we will have to wait for half an hour? could be bahx..cos after the flying dragon..was already 6 plus near 7pm le...sob....n there goes my one dae..haha...then went to eat bak kut teh...nt too bad but abit ex....n after tt my mother pei mi go shop again while my aunt n cousin go casino...this time round..i shop for friends thing...bought some cute stuffs...sorri guys if i didnt buy for u due to limited cash arh...let mi list down some of the things i buy:

chunyan,chris,emily : keychains
chinliang : cute "cigarette"
ah seng : cute "cigarette" + lighter wit engraving
louise mei mei: cute small boxes of sweets + a few chocolates
wei de didi : biscuits
my classmates : sweets

think tats all i have bought... lol....

Sun

its time to leave genting le...abit happie n abit sad...cos time passes so fast....hmm....so in the morning we went to eat breakfast which was KFC...lol....overall i still think malaysia KFC is nicer..lol...n then i went to shop alone for awhile while they went in to casino to find my uncle n aunt...hmm...then we went to collect our stuffs n waiting for our bus to come...we board the bus at 2.30pm...n i dunno y suddenly i feel abit unwell....n then we went to the shop to buy "tu chan"...lol...bought some food for myself bahx...n guess wad time i reach sing? i reach sing at abt 10pm but was jam....for 1 hour plus....basket...then halfway..the bus allow us to alight at jurong n so we took cab home..is nearer indeed....n out of nowhere my memories was flashed back..it was the route last time "HE" use to send mi home...hmm....abit huai nian bahx...n so i reach home at 12am..lol...tts the end of my trip...i do enjoy my trip...n at times...memories do flashed back......

as for mondae n tues..i was pretty tired bahx...but still went to sch...cos i miss my classmates..lol...n i gt test on mondae...there goes off my youth dae on mondae..lol....n i saw something when i go in friendster...hmm....was it me that he is referring to....its realli complicated to noe wad he realli thinks...y cant he tell mi personally instead of hinting or something else? or am i still pining hope on him...i did sae genting trip is to help mi forget but at times when i c things from him....it realli makes mi remind him...haix....maybe the time i took now is still short....n i should stop my pining hopes on him bahx....pls bring mi out of that world!!

*WILL BE POSTING PICS SOON! *

2008-07-03T21:04:00.003+08:00

hmm....still gt a few more hours n i will be out of singapore le....u guys must miss mi okie??

as usual tues went for class...hmm...it was pretty interesting...n realli..i feel so blessed to noe emily and guys...they realli bring happiness and laughter into my life...thx to ah seng too...

n for ytd...

meet up wit louise and wanna teach her for her O lvl...my brain realli turn rusty le...almost forgotten everything..sob....but then i still manage to help abit bahx..lol...after tt...went to her granny house...wit her da ge to fetch us at jp...hmm...its been a time i last saw them bahx..including their nai nai....i miss her cooking....she is still as cheerful as last time lo...then mi n mei mei planned to go her aunt n c cute DIDI...hmm...ting ting was bad arh...bully didi onli....kelian...my poor didi..haha...have so much fun ytd... =)

FYI: louise is my ex's sis...

as for tml...i will be boarding 7am de bus to genting...wish mi luck n go casino..hope wont kena check! miss all of u guys....will be back n post again! =)

2008-06-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

something i find interesting...

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out & jealous!
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.(:
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelery (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if> its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girlfriend all the time
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

2008-06-30T22:18:00.005+08:00

hmm...posting for last weeks events...lol..

on thurs after my sch..i meet up wit my didi, weide...hmm...also together wit his friend but he friend after eating dinner jiu left le...so mi n my didi went to watch movie.."you dun mess wit zohan"...lol..it was so damn funny lahx...tt zohan is so funny...those haven watch should watch it...worth it...n also can watch it when we feel sad cos it cheer us up..lol...

hmm...then on fri nite..i watch movie again..lol...this time is to panda...sae super long liao then finally watch...promise kokseng to watch him n so did i make my words come true...hmm..it was funny but nt as funny as zohan bahx...then after eating...went to look for my didi at ps cos he giving out flyer...n also met emily there as she doing her nails...then we decided to eat steamboat near paradize centre...had so much fun n talking while eating...n we waiting for chinliang to come join us...then during eating...something eeriee was that the door behind us open by itself..lol...after our eating...knowing caren n zhenwei is nearby..so we looked for them n had a small chat...n talk abt my genting trip...yeah...they could be joining mi on sat..happie..n i can have fun too...n after all those chattings...i took NR2 home..hmm...kena traffic jam at the custom..stupid..jam for 1 n a half hours...n the bus kept moving n braking...making mi giddy...

n on sat.. after my work...i went to meet chinliang n ah seng before going to meet emily n guys...then we headed down to ktv pub..hmm..i can sae is realli cheap..12 for a person? lol...then beginning when we reach there is another unknown group of people...n after they left the room...it looks as if we book the whole room...lol...n we had so much fun...singing n playing pool as well...after singing session...we went to eat supper whch is porridge...n seng sent mi home follow by leya...

as for now...my mind is all on the genting trip...cant wait for this fri...yippie...i shall buy some back for friends! =)

2008-06-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

hmm...now then noe i 1 week no post anything liao..paiseh arh..too busy...known as the busy gal recently..lol...cos back to my freedom life mahx..so keep hanging out instead of home...

backdate to last sat then...

hmmm...met up with the starhubbers...gt pris,gab n katie...the rest all put aeroplane lahx....next time i bomb them to death..lol.....hmm....we went to ps n wan to watch the show "you dun mess wit zohan" then ended up all the cinemas sold up....all is whose idea?? "KATIE"...lol...joking arh..dun angry katie...i noe u wont..lol...u will be laughing...

then we wanted to eat dinner n plan to find places that have buffets...n so we thought of suki sushi at cine....then when we reach...we saw gt the signboard...n we just enter happily...but then something shocking...when we settle down the person said the buffet is onli for LUNCH...wth....then we r like so malu...n tt gab thirsty so he ordered the warm green tea...n he just paid for tt n we left for next destination...my god...so malu thing...plan not to post but in the end someone still post arh...u noe who i am referring arh...lol...

n so we plan to go marina square n look for our dinner...ended up we use 2 hours to search for our DINNER...basket...hungry to death..lol...n we went to eat "spagedetties"...wonder if i spell correctly..lol....then when eating halfway we saw "FIREWORKS"....so damn nice lo....hmm...i wish i can go c the ndp again but no ticket...sob...n so we stay at the restuarant for dunno how long..lol...then we nthing to do so go esplanade n chit chat...but nt long lahx...

cos after tt weicong called mi n ask mi pei him eat dinner...so he came find us n we pei him go eat lo...n after tt we went seperate ways...all went home except mi cos i go find emily they all at town...

headed down to cine lvl 9..len they all went to plae games and so emily went to borrow the show "simpson"...we all watch n laugh like hell...so damn funny..lol...it was so stupid also lo...hmm...then by right mi n seng wanted to watch the "zohan" show but it was sold out even for midnight show...hmm...sadded...

n so i began to told all of them wad one of my classmate have told mi abt the ghost story...hmm...so damn scary n eeerie lo....n then tt stupid seng started to disturb mi.. n so they have a idea of going where which is to go partyworld..all thx to my story arh...everybody started to squeeze together n left mi beside empty...lol...

then seng still continue to disturb mi n so i asked him sit beside mi whereby both of my sides is occupied wit friends..lol...then i nt afraid...haa...stupid rite..tell them ghost story then i am the one so scared..haha...hmm...then we sang till 5 n seng sent mi home...so tired n rained heavily lo...

then sun i still have to wake up n go work...no choice...cos of my money...i must work hard....hmm...ended up mon...i gt eye infection again..sob....n i didnt manage to go sch... then something happening...haix....my ex msg mi...with accusing me...it hurts..realli hurts...saying i gossip and spreading stuffs behind his back to his platoon mate...wth....will i ever do such thing...if u gt nthing guilty y would u care...haix...this made mi realli c his true colors....i am totally disappointed....basket.. dun talk abt him anymore...haix...

n lastly before i end this long post...just now went to meet emily n when to watch "get smart" cos she gt free ticket...hmm...it was so damn funny n nice..lol...quite worth it to watch but abit stupid lahx..lol...hmm...tml shall be a new dae for me....will update once i gt time again bahx...oh ya by the way...next week i will be going GENTING...it will be a BIG FAMILY TRIP...lol... =)

2008-06-19T21:06:00.002+08:00

back to posting le...

yeah..finally can wear back my contact lens le...finally my eyes recover le..lol...no need wear tt stupid specs...

hmmm...recently i feel super tired...maybe haven adjust back the timing bahx...ya...then haix...i dunno y recently i will think back of the past....flashed back of memories bahx...hmm...

then also todae katie msg abt the planning...finally arh katie...lol...katie if u read this u confirm curse mi rite..lol...btw...dun put aeroplane wor..if nt i put bomb..lol...hope to cya guys soon...miss u all damn alot....

haix...then just onli my ex de mei mei which i always treat her as part of my mei mei le...she msg mi n invited mi to didi's bdae at august...dunno should i go mahx...if i go...i will c him...but if i dun go...i will feel sad cos cannot c tt cute didi...haix..i am so fan arh....maybe i shall decide when the day is nearer bahx...hmm....

end my post here bahx~

2008-06-17T18:18:00.003+08:00

hmm...back date to last week bahx..lol...

last fri..went to meet lorenzo and pass back his phone..hmm...the minute i saw him...i dunno wad to sae...actually when i saw him i wanted to ask him more n talk to him more but then...haix...all it was just a thx from him n we seperate our ways....haix....nvm...dun wanna think le...if there is chance we will still be back again rite? lol...then mi n cheewei went to cine and meet aikhoe which is their camp mate..lol...n we chatted for awhile n aikhoe have to leave first...

then mi n cheewei wanted to watch movie..the incredible hulk so jio emily, ah seng and also chin liang to come along and watch..the show is pretty nice...hmm...by the time we watch finish is 3 plus le then we sent emily n chin liang back to tampinese n then cheewei...then mi n seng hungry go eat supper? or should be sae breakfast..lol...

then as for sat..i morning wake up go work...then after work..i meet emily and rest at tcc n then we went to cine and watch movie again..this time is missing...nt nice de..waste my time i rather watch panda..stupid seng lo wan watch..haha...then seng drove mi home...

hmm....n so..sun when i go to work...my eyes become red n gt infection..sian...cos i wear my contact lens too long le....sob....n sun is father's dae..haix...is like 9 yrs le.......sob...some of u noe y arh...xi guan le....

n so ytd...mondae...my first dae of sch after holidae..so sian...wear the stupid specs to sch..lol..becoming the faci of the dae..lol..but nt too bad lahx..2 weeks pass so fast..

as for todae also the same lo..wear specs go sch but recovering le..hehe..can wear my contact lens tml le...hehe...n tml i will be working maybe after tt jiu go watch movie wit friends..nt sure...will update soon..shall end here if nt too naggy le...=)

HaPPie birthdae junia!

2008-06-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

a few dae no post le..hmmm...

ytd went to vivo wit my baobei again..lol..we went shopping...hmm..vivo is realli nt my place..cos nthing to shop somemore ex..lol...then hmm...went to starhub c my phone...n yeah...gt the phone i wan..G900...RED RED RED!!! yeah..so happie..so called my mummy down then bought my phone...happie happie...

then later meeting lorenzo pass him his phone le...haix...i dunno y suddenly i feel so scare to face him..n so i asked my gan kor, cheewei to pei me...hmm..all thx to him..he is realli a good friend of mine...no doubt tt botak ah seng also lahx..ask mi keep putting donation fee..lol...then later meeting aikhoe from jurong camp also..hmmm...is like a long gathering..lol...will post again on todae later de outing n stuff bahx...

2008-06-10T17:59:00.003+08:00

hmm...

wanna post before going out....todae is tues..so at nite going to the academy..somemore is len doing closing..i must go...lol...

in the afternoon...planned to go change of phone n upgrade line..hmm...headed down to cwp wit my mother..but starhub think under renovation or closed le bahx.. then before leaving..i went to metro n find my ah ma and also tai ma...argh...i miss them so much...had so much fun chit chatting till i almost forget tt my mother is waiting for me...

hmm...so headed back to semb n check wit starhub...but then..i saw a phone i love alot...love at the first sight...it is sony ericsson G900...omg..i love it..confirm getting tat...but then i wanna sell phone so we went to chong pang...hmm...sold my N6280 for 80 cos without memory card...hmm...then i went to chong pang de starhub shop..gt the phone i wan but the stock tonite then come...i wanna get it..somemore onli 398...cheap cheap...yeah...

then my mother also changing plan n so she also get herself a new phone..N6300...hmm...happie dae for mi n her..yeah....shall post again soon after i get my new phone most prob tml bahx...hehe...take care! =)

2008-06-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

hmm...todae is mondae...

n before sch holidae i promise liah to go upgrade her ram...n so we todae went..lol...we went to sim lim first...n look for th cheapest ram...then who noes...we continue going to the last level n found the cheapest..33 for 1GB..lol...then we crap with the salesmen and also asking them to help her paste garskin..lol..so funny lahx..but they kind hearted n help the poor liah..lol...n so liah treated them drinks..

moving on...we went to shop at bugis street...hmm...n so i bought the bag that i love the most...transparent type de..lol....first sight in love wit it lo...then no choice..just buy...haix...going broke sia...must stop spending money le!!! SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!

then also took some pic wit liah...when i free then upload cos now using desktop..hmm...think blog till here..as for tml going out wit mummy to check i can change phone mahx...hope can lo..then at night think going HANA academy to listen to len doing closing..should be VERY VERY useful so must go! lol...

update soon... =)

2008-06-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

post post post...

hmm..ytd after work went out wit emily, ah seng they all..then we chit chat at cine..hmm...sit ah seng class le..hmm...nt bad bahx..nice car oh..lol...then chit chat wit them and have so much fun..lol..

as for todae..

went to work...so tired...haix..then nt well...so came home early....hmm....then i finally think n believe..i am going to give up..lol...

before i end post...

GOOD-BYE MY LOVE; GOOD-BYE MY PAST!!

2008-06-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

one dae pass le..haix...

todae meet my baobei at 12 then headed down to amk for lunch...then to town...hmm...finally shop for my mango tee le..lol...but didnt spend much todae also..nt many things on GSS lo..so sian de...then went wisma find my gan nu er...n then headed to bugis le..

hmm...all abt the same thing..nthing much bahx...then by rite at nite meet ah seng but last min he gt smth on..then mi n baobei dunno wan do wad cos pool too many ppl..then we came home...hmm..so damn sian...

then i went to view friendster..n i dunno y i will wanna go view his update...n so...i saw tt "darling" word from the same person again..haix...it realli hurts...n till now i haven even realli let go..wth am i doing..haix...help mi out of the maze can..haix..y must he torture me like this....haix...

hate to be at home also..cos at home..i will go c..then haix...dunno lahx..so pek chek...

2008-06-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

hmm..finally end my work le...yeah...tml is my GSS day!! lol..going to shop wit my baobei chun yan..miss her so much!!

hmm..todae was such a tiring dae..nt many ppl but still end liao le..haha...then after work meet up wit hebin..my kor..lol..then we chatted n he sent mi home..hmm...seems like its time for mi to meet up with friends i long no meet le..lol...

haix..now alone at home so scare..mummy go sit "boat" then kor in camp...haix..alone again..scare so blast the music.lol..then wan slp but also scare..lol...no choice..endure bahx..lol..

then heard from my kor, cheewei...haix.."he" told him tt he dun deserve such a good me..ask my kor to find a new guy n intro to me..wth...y cant he understand mi lehx..all i wan is "him"...n ytd when i saw his nick "all i wan is u to be by my side, hope to be like the past"...i wonder izzit mi? if its me i will definately love to lo..haix...y cant he think straight n instead like to make it complicated n be like a maze...haix...indeed i am stuck in "HIS" maze..haix....can u help to guide mi thru to the starting or finishing line? haix...

2008-06-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

hmm..todae is wed..by right gt work but ended up nv cos i dun feel like...

went to chenxin house to study stupid java..hmm...gt yewkee,jean n cherine as well...

finally we manage to understand bits by bits le..lol...but scare will confuse when sch reopen bahx.. then hmm..after tt we went to eat ajisen for dinner..lol..so full...

hmm..suddenly i receive a msg from "him"...he told mi he n tt gal was nthing..i was shock and happie that he actually explain to me..but then he told mi cos he dun wan other ppl to gossip behind his back tts y he explain..haix..wth....

is like giving mi hopes and the throw down from the building...hmm..hurt...i tried to stop thinking le..then u msg mi n give mi light..n then u burst it...haix...sad!! but nvm...time is my medicine...i will stop thinking of "him"...

all thx to my kor "cheewei" and his stupid friend that cheer mi up..lol..love talking cock with them lo..n also thx to ah seng wor..lol...hmm...n also to all my friends by my sides...

U GUYS THE BEST!!

A BIG HUG TO EMILY TOO! =)

2008-06-02T22:08:00.002+08:00

hmm...now so sian..nthing to do le...lol..

went to visit my ah ma...suddenly miss her n like so long i last visit her...she seems even older le..haix....then todae had a good chat wit my dear mummy...finally she will be here for me...always when i sad or wad i am the onli one facing..but todae after chatting wit her...she told me...dun think so much..now study n earn money..let it come natural...

haix...suddenly mi n my mummy realli become even closer....i wonder wad if one dae my mummy nt by my side n guide me...i dunno wad will i do bahx...haix..suddenly i had so many thoughts in my mind...n i no tt he is no longer the one i miss le...

tml will be going to emily de workshop...hmm...will be fun bahx..lol...maybe before tt going out wit kokseng to catch a movie..i also dunno..lol...

btw tml will be a brand new dae cum chapter..cos i am going to do rebonding!! yeah..so this means a good n new start for me to move on bahx! GOOD-BYE MY PAST!! =)

2008-06-02T11:40:00.002+08:00

hmm...come post before going out bahx..

have decided for a night n also cry for a night..after chatting wit ah seng...think i have thought thru le bahx....

friends out there...i have decided to let go..everything has come to an end and i have decided to let go cos i guess if i am the one continue waiting i will hurt even more...y nt i listen to u all n let go rite...dun worry...wad i am saying all this is showing i am okie..so dun worry k...

n i have u guys to support me rite...now i realli dun wanna think so much but just to accept n face the fact...past wont return..like wad my blog have said...

hmm...i now going out to visit my grandma le...if u guys wanna look for mi can just msg or call mi to check if i am fine lo..lol...miss ya all my friends!! =)

2008-06-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

back to posting le...

ytd after work at 10 went to sing k wit gab,farui,pris n dominic go party world..have so much fun especially wit gab..omg..he like having concert every song also noe how to sing..lol...but realli enjoy wit them n i miss them so much..but sad lahx..KATIE CANT ENJOY!! lol...mus be scolding mi when read this rite..lol..nvm lahx..cya in upcoming events lo...

hmm..then for todae...nt in the mood to work...

in the morning when to view his profile..n wad i saw is something..haix...i realli wanna cry n i did cry...haix...wad should i do? realli let go le mahx...is this wad he wan..haix...how can tt be..all r lies..promises made...lies again...haix...

ps: there is once u said i am ur gal n not let anyone hurt me..but ended up u r the one hurting mi most...one word to describe..disappointed...n i wish him..all the best..haix...its time for mi to wake up bahx...

2008-05-31T00:12:00.002+08:00

hmm..dun intend to come online at this time de..stupid RJ lo...need do so bo bian then jiu shun bian post lo..lol...

just came home bahx...went out wit emily n guys to chinatown after my sch to caren n her sis shop...hmm...bought a pair of shoes...love it lots...n also reserve bag n dress...omg..i am broke le..haix...pay faster come..then i also gonna go do rebornding...lol...no money le!! ARGH!! who wanna support mi sia..lol...

but i think as long as i am happie...money is just a small fry..lol...cos i bought the things i love...yeah...next week after pay i guess 2 daes will be gone...sob...think my mother gonna kill me! shit...lol....now its time for mi to work hard n earn lots of money...saving for the taiwan or hong kong trip wit my cousins...

tml still need work n maybe going k wit pris they all bahx..i shall go slp now....nites....

2008-05-29T19:49:00.002+08:00

hmm...todae went to sch...but then pon halfway..lol..

cos i dunno how to do n great minds think alike for mi n yuki...the min starts the lesson... we was stunt cos we dun understand wad that stupid faci was talking..just kept asking questions..lol..then we decided to pon during the second break...also join together wit joe, jean, cherine and kristen...lol..

the 6 of us when to eat pasta mania and then headed to watch movie..."Sex and the city"...lol.. it was a nice show..laughing all the way...but their relationship is realli so realistic to the world...hmm..makes mi rmb him bahx..

then after the show...we go seperate ways and headed home...n now..watching tv and just finish my RJ...haix...think i wont do well for this module bahx...sadded arh....

2008-05-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

back from work..todae time pass realli fast lo...

start work at 4...beginning was slack then out of nowhere the crowd come n i was so damn busy lahx...then we gt so many order to complete..lol.. wan to rest also cannot lo....but then when i look at the time is like already 7 liao..woo..fast wor..lol...happie working bahx..lol...

hmm...then after work then i realise tt my leg realli kena sprain le..think is cos ytd fall down bahx...hmm...sadded..dunno y suddenly walking will pain lo...sob...

n also had a great sms wit cheewei my gan kor...n i realise actually patience is the key to everything n also in relationship...he show mi enlightenment...hmm..thx wor...n i have given myself sometime to wait for him...maybe till july or wad bahx...i dun wanna regret so does he will wan to regret..so give ourself sometime bahx...maybe tt is the onli way...btw i gt support from my gan kor..so i will WAIT!!!

suddenly...i miss my DEAR BROTHER...hmmm....so long i last saw him..think was 2 weeks ago bahx...when mother dae i think....cos of his outfield he cant come home...i miss him...then just onli msg him..told him mi n mummy miss him..he replied n sae he misses us too!! hmm..its been so long he sae he miss us...haix...kor...i realli miss ur laughter n the joke when u at home..faster come home!!! hehe..n he will book out tml nite...YEAH!!

i shall end here bahx....=)

2008-05-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

hmmm..todae is 28 le...time passes so fast...

back to ytd...

after sch went to meet emily and then brought to her sch which is HANA academy..
listen to caren and other speakers talk about AMWAY...heard before and i enjoy the talk of the workshop...maybe next time i shall go n noe more of it...

as for todae is a wed...no sch for mi but gt work..asked to start work at 4 later..lol..dunno till wad time so come post first...hmm...anyway...todae is his birthdae...lorenzo lee...

HAPPIE 19th BIRTHDAE to him..
may everything goes smoothly for him n dun so stress...miss you!

2008-05-26T20:49:00.003+08:00

post post post...hmm...todae was a good dae for me bahx..

everything was so smoothly...for my team.. lol... then was having fun in class and stuff...

starting to get used to the life le..lol...

then after sch...meet weicong for movie..went to westmall and watch the show called drillbit taylor..lol..it was funny lahx..lol...can watch bahx..not too bad..lol...recently meet up with almost all my long lost friend..lol...but it was fun bahx..

hmm...sian...tml gt stupid UT..so tired realli dun wanna go sch lo...

OH YA!!! CONGRATS TO AH SENG!! passing his car license todae..lol..so happie for him lo...hmm.. wonder will i also pass my theory this time? hope so bahx..lol...

A HAPPIE DAE FOR ME! =)

2008-05-25T21:48:00.002+08:00

hmm...back from work..so tired..todae is realli a busy dae for me...suddenly like so many ppl come at one time..idiot customer lo...make mi so tired run here n there..lol...nthing much on today...

hmm..backdate to fri...

went out wit emily and then we went chinatown eat xiao long bao..nt too bad bahx..then went to find her friend at the shop...n i tempted to buy shirt..lol...striking yellow tshirt..lol..then after tt when to mac and chit chat...

next on sat...

went to work as usual..then at nite...went out wit kokseng...haha...didnt noe he damn idiot lucky lahx...tio the lucky draw thingy then before we went watching movie...we went arcade..then i sae he wont be able to catch the doggie n the first time he caught it..damn lucky him lo..idiot..then we went to watch indiana jones..okie lahx..abit funny...tired..

ps: sometimes i wonder u read my blog mahx? tag me? hmm..i guess maybe i fall into the trap whereby i dun wanna let go..maybe i am stubborn but i just dun wanna regret..once its gone..there wont be a second chance again....

i miss you!

2008-05-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

SIAN ARH...nthing to do so decided to come blogging...hmm...

sick sick sick..stupid sickness keep coming back to look for me..i noe my sickness miss mi but i hate them come visit me...lol...sound stupid rite...maybe i think i am stupid bahx..

out of sudden..i missed him...dunno y...just wanting to hear his voice as well...haix...i noe now its too late for everything...but..nvm...forget it...i must endure bahx...hmmm...

hmm...tml meeting emily go meet her friends..lol...should be fun bahx....as long as nt at home..lol...dunno y just hate being alone...i just wan someone to be there for me bahx.... lucky i gt my best n close friends to be wit..thx arh..too many to mention le...but some of u noe who u r..love ya guys! muackx.. =)

2008-05-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

back to posting again...

hmm..now wad should i post lehx?? todae is wed..nthing to do..by right suppose to work but then due to miscommunication my boss misunderstand my msg...then so i also sick le..so i request nt to work todae..lol...then went to find mummy at her workplace..stayed for awhile then came home...too boring le..nthing to do...haix...

hmm...backdate to ytd also...have a long chat smsing with cheewei...n then he became my god brother..lol..so funny....thx to him...helping me to nt thinking of someone...nt sae dun think le..is nt as much as before....finally made up my decision and realise maybe he is nt my fate...or maybe in future...

it is onli the matter of time bahx...maybe i am suay or maybe i dun suit him...maybe i am nt a good gf as well... haix...but then just let the time be my medicine bahx...give both of us some time to cool down is also a good thing...n also since is just the beginning of the relationship...might as well dun hurt mi even more...maybe wad he is doing is right...i didnt blame him but always myself bahx..maybe this is taurus...

hmm...stop talking abt my sad stuff...now feeling so sick sia...actually having sore throat then starting to have cough and then followed by flu...shit sia....big sickness is on its way...hmm...how should i kill this sickness!!!!

anyway..todae is 21st of may...it is MELISSA birthdae..
happie sweet 18th bdae to her!!

2008-05-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

its been a dae le...trying to get use to the time without u...i feel so stupid...haix...sad...but nthing i can do...maybe just for the last time helping celebrate ur bdae? haix...nvm...

went to pass the things back to cheewei then to him...then have a great chat wit cheewei...keep asking mi dun sad...pat my head n sae i kelian..haix...all this used to it been said by friends le...but nthing can be done...

then went centerpoint find friends...so fun to be with...lucky gt them to be wit me...so love them always....then after tt meet seng...then pei him buy clothes then headed to vivo meet his friend...his friends is nice to be wit...also very friendly...hehe...

but realli thx seng...for always being there entertain me lo...if realli without u..i think i wont even live thru the pain...but i noe how u feel for ur prob...dun worry lahx...gt mi as ur friend be ur listening ears also...hmm...lets jiayou together bahx...

think i shall post till here bahx...the last time i sae " i miss u "....

ps: if u r reading my blog...i just wan to tell u...take care...if there is fate...we will still be together...so...i will leave to my fate.....

2008-05-19T11:04:00.004+08:00

everything has come to the end...i nv knew this would happen again...haix...mood was realli down...once n once again was hurt...i need time to heal...haix...

promises to mi are all lies noe...none of it is true....i hate it...

although u ask mi to hate u instead of love u...i cant...i am nt like u...maybe heartless...haix...gt nthing to sae..disappointed...may not be posting current time...anything looking for mi call my hp....haix................

2008-05-17T09:33:00.003+08:00

haix...its a sat le...couldnt slp...so decided to come online then nthing to do...so come posting...

ytd after our lessons..went out wit my classmates...we went all the way down to chinatown and eat dim sum...it was realli fun to be with them...they reali brighten the whole atmosphere...however..my mood was abit down...actually didnt realli wanna go but then i think wad if i come home wad will i do...also nthing...so might as well i just go relax and enjoy..

after eating we went to tour the chinatown..lol...abit funny but interesting...more pics is coming up...haix...then i didnt realli talk much after the dinner...i bet some of u noes...haix...i realli dunno wad to do...gonna break down but i am trying hard not to...i realli dun wanna increase ur burden and also making u feel that i am pressuring u...i realli didnt...

between i just wanna be there for u and comfort u but once n once...i feeling so empty feeling so lost from u...it felt as if something is in between us....i realli dunno wad am i going to do...i nt sure will u be reading my blog...but if u do..i just wanna u noe...i realli realli dun wish to quarrel n i didnt mean to threaten or pressure u but i just wan to be wit u...full stop...i realli wan to c u...

ytd went mi n my friend watching movie...the moment u msg mi...i was realli happie...realli happie that u care for me again...i realli hope this will continue or even let the time stop there....haix...when can we be back to the last time the happie moment where we can forget all this sad things...and start all over again...can we? haix...

now its time for me to go prepare to go work liao...if u read my blog..all i could just wish for is ur msg or even meeting mi tonite after my work..i will be waiting................................

2008-05-15T20:45:00.002+08:00

heyy heyy....back to posting..gt good news oh....finally gotten reply from the person and i got the new job..yeah...so happie...starting work at this sat...raffles city shopping centre..level 3...push cart..come look for mi oh...lol...although the pay was a little low for me but i dun mind...cos i guess this will be fun...n its casual wear...i just dun like wearing promoter de full black dressing bahx..lol...

next...hmm...guess i wont sae anything yet bahx..but just hoping tml i am able to meet my loved dear...missing him realli lots...wishing to catch a movie wit him..its been awhile since we last watch movie together bahx...waiting for good news...

last but nt least...tml will be a great dae bahx...cos its our first class gathering oh...actually abit being force but then nvm...gt my clicks to be with..lol...we r going to eat dim sum in the evening after sch..funny rite..lol...nvm...hope everything will be fine n cheering mi up! =))

2008-05-14T18:33:00.002+08:00

this is my second post for the dae...didnt went to work...haix...cos raining...maybe its heaven's will nt to let mi start work todae...n so i rested and stay at home for the whole dae...beginning was watching show....n i rotted for the whole dae...

all i wishing was just a msg from u bahx...but i noe u wont...cos u need time to cool down...n so i waited again...i have been waiting since the dae we started...n i will continue to wait...rite now i am blogging this is all cos of my emotion n deep inside my heart that i wanted to sae wanted to tell u how i feel...it is realli terrible...i realli feel very xing ku...u have realli enter into my world....my mood was realli down...

sometimes i realli wonder...is it my stubborness cause me to have this to happen....all i can do is just to sae sorri n sorri n sorri....i have think for the whole dae n cried for the past few daes...like my close friend ah seng...who have the same horoscope as mi..told me...taurus was a stubborn cow and all taurus will be die cos of love....n taurus will always be the one suffering n giving in...which is like wanting the other partner to be happie n we will be happie...

for me...ya...i will be like him as well as the character of taurus...as long as you r happie n so i am...i respect all ur decision...i would rather be the one suffering than letting u suffering...but all i wan to tell u is that...no matter wad..i wish to be by ur side and hoping to be wit u forever...n i will wait, wait n still wait.....

2008-05-14T12:16:00.004+08:00

back to post le..haix...recently quarrel wit my dear le..haix...i didnt mean to quarrel...i wan to be understanding but then sometimes i have this pheobia....cause by last time...haix...then this has become the misunderstanding le...sorri my dear...

after the quarrel, we seems to be drifted apart...i promised nt to anyhow think anyhow presume...haix...but all i wan is back to last time our sweet moment bahx..i am realli scare..reali scare that history would happen...you would once again choose to leave me..i dun wan n i dun wish...sorri...

past few daes i have been mood down and also i am sick...i dun wanna think of anything but maybe ur care n concern...but i noe i am still ur gf n all u need maybe time to calm down...maybe for now i wont bother u till the dae u decided to msg mi bahx....sorri my dear...i miss ya!

2008-05-12T12:41:00.003+08:00

todae is a new dae of this week...

backdate to sat bahx...sat went out wit ah seng..pei him go make his driving stuff...then we chat as we walk...quite fun lahx..cos long time no meet up n chat liao...n he is realli damn skinny sia..seng arh..eat more arh.....then next he drop mi back to amk cos i celebrating mother dae wit my kor n mummy...went to eat dian xiao er..no ppl at tt time..lol...damn full...then after tt pei mummy go home le...sian...

ytd sun, didnt go out as well..neither meeting my dear...both of us was sick le...take good care my dear...n mi myself headach for the whole dae..maybe nt enough slp bahx..then rested for whole dae...dunno wan do wad but just watch tv....miss you my dear...realli....

then now mondae...didnt turn up for sch also...nt feeling well still..headach, giddy n some.....ya...so i rather stay at home rest bahx...n i was ask to work from this wed le..haix....dun realli wan to work sia...maybe too long nv go back work..then now go back work somemore is tangs where i nv work b4..even more sian...but no choice..i need money to survive...n so..my time to be wit him is even lesser...hoping we will still be the same... =)

2008-05-10T10:30:00.002+08:00

bdae at night safarimy second bouquet
my 2 bouquets
my fav lovely blue bouquet

night safari

mi n farui my bdae cake on 5 may

mi n pris [birthdae gals] the five of us
the 3 gals

haix..i am officially 19 liao le...ytd went to sch then mel they all bought cake n celebrate for mi..thx wor...then had so much fun..kena cream n stuff..lol...then after sch went to my dear house...n he gave mi my loved blue flowers...lol...n also present..which is citigem de necklace wor...so pretty lahx...then who noes he bought mi another flower...walao..so touched lahx...but a waste of money cos nt enough vast sia....sian lo....

then he brought mi to eat dinner which is farmart for seafood and then we headed down to night safari...finally my night safari trip is here le..lol..enjoy wit him ytd..although is onli awhile but i am content le...thx dear for celebrating my bdae..soon will be ur turn le oh...n i will be planning...but sad thing lahx..the cam we bought sux..all the pic so blur n the lighting is nt good..haix....so nt much pic was taken...nvm..i just upload some pic bahx... enjoy!

btw next week most prob i am working le..damn sian arh!! argh.....i miss my dear.......

HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO MY DIDI, ZHIQIAN [10 may]